i spent the last couple months grinding micros with a lot of patience only to go broke again today like im jean-robert riding the dragon and lose every damn penny to my name. sighh atleast im out of debt which was the goal i set out for, have probably paid 2k+ to credit cards in the past few months which is a lot of money for me lately. i just told niche on aim i could use a howard lederer voodoo doll right about now ive been so depressed.
im going to buy that book The Poker Mindset- Essential attitudes for poker success. i think it will really help me. i did buy leatherass' book recently and i thought it had some good material when he wasn't talking about himself every other sentence.
Today I went full on monkey tilt when I filled the juice jar while grinding 1/2. I tell my stupid girlfriend that it's her job to pour out the juice jar when I fill it, but the ***ch refuses to listen. I get so mad I hurled the juice jar and missed the ***ches head by inches. because of her stupid lazy ass I proceed to lose 5 buyins in 15 minutes. When the monkey screams, you get the fu&^ out of it's way, so I quit poker again.
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