You are correct as usual Mr. suited but at the moment I feel it's not too much of an option. I mean I can diagnose it, a friend recently even came to me and said: I guess you have the same problem as me: FOMO. And he's right ofc and needless to say he's one of the peeps that I sometimes meet at unchristian times in the techno club, or where have you.
I have that renewal cycle weekly ATM which goes roughly like this, work insane amounts Mo-Th, may or may not go out Th evening but that's just the prologue, work some on Friyay, go out like there's no tomorrow and I was still 20 Friyay evening, until Meerkaturday early morning, Meerkaturday morning, or Meerkaturday noon, it depends, take the rest of Meerkaturday and Sheepday to recover, do it again. But obv I'm not that stupid, I know that dis is not sustainable. I already had that in 2020, some readers of the channel may remember, where I spent two days in the building with some colored cross after one particularly wild weekend, I don't need to have that again, surely.
What I should do I guess, what I should
of have done prolly some time ago or whatever but better late than never I guess, is to find some nice ewe that we get on with and to settle down with, who will keep me from my worst instincts, spend the weekendings with her, do all the usual stuff and happily age or what have you. But that would be so boring. I tried several times, it's not that I didn't try, right, but it usually ends in fire. I have a mirrion stories of HK to tell, if I somehow survive all of dis, I guess I will take the rest of life to write it up. I guess we would not be in that part of the forum if we were good family fathers, dunno. Some peeps seem to have managed the transition, like waffle, but I guess every rule has its exceptions. Ah we'll see, thanks for listening to my psychotherapy. There's a big event coming up on Friyay, you can't not
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