I decided to use my 3,000th post to get something off my chest. I've been dealing with these emotions for a while now and the above posts only make them stronger. Sammy, if you read this - forgive me for writing in the first person.
Let me start from the beginning. Some time ago it became cool to have an avatar with a colorful, psychedelic animated background. I think most, if not all of them were made by Morph. At some point a BBV reg (FWWM maybe? I don't recall) had the Patrick avatar. He then changed it, and shortly after Whiskeyneat adopted this avatar. He called it, very adequately, a "sloppy second".
I had already noticed Whiskey's funny username before. However, when this was accompanied by the psychedelic Patrick avatar I first started to develop feelings for Whiskey. Of course I also looked at other avatars, in particular the ones with asses from Thabighurt and Majik, but I could not deny that I was falling in love with Whiskeyneat. Posts like this also contributed to my feelings.
But then Whiskey all but disappeared from BBV and in the meantime a new poster had joined our wonderful subforum. He also adopted a psychedelic avatar, one with two moving slowpokes. Of course I am talking about AlwaysFolding. This user started saying such sweet things to and about me that I was able to set aside my feelings for Whiskey. Again, I was falling for a fellow BBV regular.
Initially Folding had a girlfriend. I had a hard time accepting that, so when they broke up I truly felt sorry for Folding, but secretly a part of me was glad because this opened up an opportunity for me. Folding was finally available.
As you might expect, reading about Folding's adventures with the single mom and Cookie were not easy for me. I was jealous of them and was (and still am) convinced that I could make Folding happier than those girls ever could.
The return of Whiskey somewhat rekindled my feelings for him. However, I am happy for him that he got engaged and I do not want to try to come between him and his fiancé. As for Folding, I hope that he will realize someday that I will love him no matter what and that he and only he is capable of making me get over Whiskey. But I know that such feelings have to be mutual. If Folding chooses to be with a female human or slowpoke instead, then I will completely understand. I love him dearly and only wish him happiness.
UTs aren't handed out much anymore, the contests are few and far between which is sad for posters like me who should have made accounts when they first found this ****ing website and then wrote really long sentences without even considering establishing proper grammar or punctuation with total disregard to the aesthetic of normal sentence structure, so basically EAD was banned too soon; Free EAD.
UTs aren't handed out much anymore, the contests are few and far between which is sad for posters like me who should have made accounts when they first found this ****ing website and then wrote really long sentences without even considering establishing proper grammar or punctuation with total disregard to the aesthetic of normal sentence structure, so basically EAD was banned too soon; Free EAD.
It was like 4 years after I got here when I got my undertitle.
Morph had to do 8 million photoshops before getting his (iirc).