It's me. Yes. NL6max some fullring almost no HU and 110+ Buyins under EV. Probably even 120+. Excluding all the setups obv. This all happened between 01Dec and today. Which was pretty 180k hands~.
I went from November being a 1kNL reg shotting 2kNL -> to a 200NL losingplayer. I'm not really losing at 200 tbh. I'm probably even up with RB. But I dropped so incredibly hard on 400 and 600. My EV is somewhere in Africa but my green. Dnt even bother searching it
I don't have graphs to back this up except for the ones in my blog on here and my blog on pokerstrategy. Since Dec I kept purging my DB's after 2-3 weeks to get that restart feeling and motivate myself and I would've NEVER ever thought this would go anywhere close to a sick run. But this is it.
I haven't checked my BR but mentally I'm crushed. No matter how good I play I end up losing cash.
You know what. Today after purging another DB I was like lol this time you'll make it. 40 hours 200NL a-game not looking at graphs or session stats.
So I play and I ****ing get ****ed so hard **** sake
that's what they do to me on 200NL. I'm ****ing sick of this. I'm s i c k of this.The funny thing.Most of you start crying as soon as you hit a little downswing and your first reaction to this thread will be :"LOL theres alot of people running so much worse than you even I had bigger downswing"NO! just no. You have NOT.
Variance is such an unfair little bitch.
Enjoy this guys. You're the ones profitting on this so take it. Take my money take my luck I don't need that ****