You have finally hit rock bottem. Stop playing and take a nice break.
Then when you head is clear, re examine you game, your hands, and start reading poker theory in this forum, and in books, discuss with solid poker players if possible. once you have realized that poker, live or online, is not the problem and that it was your game, then and only then will you be ready to come back....
Or just rebuy again and freak out, rinse and repeat