Do I really suck? Was I ever any good?
These 2 combine to form my lifetime cash hands. Several months of playing. I just have school/job so I am a part timer.
Okay.
Then the rest.
So does this mean anything? Am I not good, or bad? Do I just go wherever the cards take me? Am I a player who merely fluctuates along with his short term luck? Or does this mean I just suck ass.
I have moved down twice within the 2nd graph's hands. And I still suck.
Maybe I need coaching. But now my roll is pretty slim so I probably cant afford to get decent coaching.
WTF. I guess I am stuck working 9-5 like the other masses making 30k a year and doing house work on weekends with my wife till I get prostate cancer.
Any comments at all, please please post them. ugh