the worst part is that I moved down to 2/4 this month to regain some confidence after running 30buyins below ev last month at 3/6.
novel, a short explanation would be to say that I got all my money in with the best hand and got called by worse hands, that managed to beat me to the value of 60 buyins.
I should have won 10k if my hands held up, but in fact I lost 15k instead.
you're wrong. This is solely an ev graph which in HM shows what your total winnings overall have been compared to what they "should" have been if you had run exactly as you should in allin pots. It has absolutely nothing to do with non-sd pots.
In response to your IM, no I absolutely can't beat this and will stop whining.
Ugh, this is so sick, I'm sincerely sorry for you.
I doubt I could deal w/ that psychologically 2 months at a time, hang in there, it'll turn around.....eventually....