So this is how my year started. This is just one site I play on, other sites brings similar hand count and a bit less of EV bb/100, still in the crushing zone plus though. I dont even play huge size tournaments too much so variance shouldnt be that high factor. It seems I just keep f***ed in very late stage over and over again. Now Im almost 100 buyins down because of this.
Yet, I would put this to the variance, but Im about half year in this state, pumping more than 300k hands, ~5k tournaments(including sng) and almost 10 bb/100 EV. And being just a bit above break even?
Is this the state mtt player should live in?