Yeah I think I'll get paid for sure..just a matter of how long. Let's not forget I got bills to pay by the 4th of next month so I'm slightly stressed. Don't even have an urge to gamble..I'm very happy. Can't remember the last time I took 2 straight days off...

I agree. Told my gf I won 40k. She thinks I'm like even in life so now she thinks I'm +40. Sending her 20k to save for me and finally paying her the 10k owe her back. Told parents that I got 40k coming in too. So I didn't disclose everything but at least I am liable for 40k now.

Keep it up the 2 days is good but you know you have a lifetime to have to stay strong as you know all to well it only takes one bet to get you to go broke.

Hardest part will be when you have a bad day or when you feel sad

Keep telling yourself every day that you are in a good place

If you want bet a game bet really small were if you lose it will not bother you

When I give up I do tiny bets works for me, you doing it right by not betting at all m8......

You could play just a little to make the time pass while your waiting for the withdraw and verification. Might as well, you could make a little extra to buy some upgrades on the Lambo.

Here, have just a little bit of coke.

I'm rooting for you Snipes, but I would put the odds of you canceling that withdrawal and going back to your old ways at -300..

to much drugs

My drunken self exclusion has ended on pokerstars, and I've been playing an insane amount on there. Forgot how light years ahead their software is compared to everyone else.

I started my poker 'career' in NL, and moved to PLO cash games. I've always fired in small stakes tournaments, sometimes mid stakes if cash was going well, or I won a satellite.

I'm up a bit, thanks to two binks for $5,400 and $8,300. I always wanted a 5 figure cash though, and never got it. Last night that was about to change.

Just ****ing kidding, I lost two back to back 80/20's in my favour and bubbled the final table in my last hand, I lost a classic flip. I started drinking with the final two tables left and now that I lost I was drinking hard. I ****ing hate tourney players, I dreamed of strangling the russian who spiked an 8 on the turn.

I fired up partypoker where I had $3,600. Went right to immersive roulette, my drug of choice.

I bet $3,600 on red, down and dirty. I forgot red is for suckers and switched to black at the last second. 26. My lucky number, woooh. $7,000. $2,000 on black again. Came 35.

Some up, some down, I hit some huge wins putting me at $16,000. This was just over the first place prize in the tournament I final table bubbled. I'll stop here. Just ****ing kidding again, I love hating myself. I lost down to $10,000.

I bet the whole $10k, mostly on third, turned the sound off, put the window down where I couldn't see it. My plan was to watch the ball in slow motion. I couldn't, my heart sank to the ****in ground. I exited partypoker and turned my monitor off. I know this feeling all too well. What in the **** am I doing betting $10k on a single spin?! Two hours ago I was playing small stakes tournaments and PLO cash.

I got my girlfriend to drive me to a friends, and I told him what happened. At that point I couldn't handle it, I had to log in to feel the true soul crushing disappointment.



Logged into $32,539.06. $32,500 binkkk. I almost banned myself so I could clear the cash out and enjoy some money. I rarely rarely sportsbet, I just turn into a nervous wreck. But right now I want to place a $12,500 bet.. you know, even this off to $20k or have a chance at $40k.

Dreaming of 100k...

Edit: Sry for whack pic I shoulda resized it or something, hard to see account balance.

0,00€ dept peanuts

owe him salsa

i am angels little cousin

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got out of depts recently
dunno why replay allways mentions me
i espect a scum

I know angel from my childhood. He was allways craftier than me. Stronger and bigger in allmost all areas in terms of physic. The funny part is he is known for his strong psyche. He is a good looking nerd without sunglasses. Just know him to love to go to the cinema, was his biggest hobby.

One day i was riding my bike and had a crash. I slipped over a chestnut. It was a run with a couple of friends, we where riding in circles and it was a rainy day. My friend hurt his back and couldnt come to the next days soccer match.

My other friend fell in love with a girl that day. He kissed a girl the first time in his life. Back than when we where all shy and nerds it was a big thing. The fourth friend was into basketball. Those where my biggest degen days. I was playing blackjack, we where a team. Obv we where all underaged. All we cared was to double our pocked moneys, i did not get any pocked money at all.

Sometimes we spend time in the park watching girls and telling great stories about how great it would be to make money for mc donalds, getting some burgers and pommes.

I was one of the thierstiest this thread braught me into a lot of trouble. As if i did not know i i was the man in the class. Guess they where cleverer than me because most of the time i got into trouble and was the guy with the bloody nose and blue eye.

The most insane thing was when i got the idea to hike one day. My chinese friend and i went to undertake patscherkofel. It was adventurous and we where obv full of aderall. Dunno if it was a good idea to hike with twelve years of age. There was a pool in it i saw fishes. Got a stick sharp and went into the pool where i waited till i was really close to a big perch, i took the stick high and hold my shoulder really stiff right before i sticked i got a headback and couldnt see for a couple of seconds clearly was the worst nightmare ever. Everything went black. Afther a while i saw clear again know i couldnt see the fish anymore because of all the sand i scattered.

Since than i have eye problems and panik attacks. As i see it it is a character thread a part of my personality. Someone may call it a weakness.

Beeing a degen is the same i guess. Someone may seem to get rith of but as far i know it is just a part of someone guess you have to deal with it. Professional players have all the same character trait. Becoming a 200€ poker omaha player BJ is the dream.

There was a dream i had. There where a lot of dogs all in search for the answer. All of them equipped with a great organ of smell. They where playing around a snake, dunno what a snake does in a park. I was very afraid of the dogs. They where playing around, woof around etc. The snake was very rigid and stiff. Couple of hours went by the dogs where dancing around the snake and woofing around. The snake tried to escape but the dogs blocked him. It was wintertime and went pretty fast black. I saw two weasel playing with eachother. A quarrel breke out. Meanewhile the dogs where sitting around. One of the weasels got the attention of the snake. He approached the snake from behind and ate it alive.

That winter in the semester break right after silvester i went to mallorca. The german call it ballermann. In sommer it is a party island. They offered gocard and other great stuff in winter. Just a great entertainment there. I saw a Horse admist on the street near a coffee shop. I went to him to see if everything is ok. I thought why on earth is an horse a great black muscular one by street. It looked like an arabian racehorse. I thought must be an very expensive one like this:

After i got close to him i saw the horse right into his face. There was a tick in his nose. The horse was very trustworthy. I lifted a stick and gauged out the tick. The horse run away i slipped, the ground was frozen and slippery my shoes where not made for this ground. I fell on my knees, my head blacked out it was dark.

hammertime



horse

The horse looked like this one

lol decent degen'ing crack. Hope you book the 30k win, that's a lot of money!

Yeah my dog**** soul wanted to bet $12,500 on something, but nothing really popped out at me. I banned myself for a few days to let the cashout actually go through, and it was accepted and processing tonight, surprisingly.

How sick is it I feel like **** that I banned myself, I know I coulda turned that into 100k...

Oh well, next time.

All respect to your accomplishments. Only rule is no deals, do not speak. Dunno what ya want boy. You will not get any priviliges or vip bonusses.

I have a lot of nicknames like crow, angel, the devil and so on, fallendark is the nickname i choose. It is badly connected therefore i can not use my nickname in poker games unfortunately. It comes from fallen(german,english:fell) and dark(sees nothing).

I am addicted to tetris. I play tetris for allmost 10 yeras straight, mostly 12 h a day if i can affort it. I do not play poker.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Fv5cuYZFC0

I do not know why i see my nickname so often on tv. It does not matter though.
I play tetris ten years straight for like 12 h a day or 16h.

I even got security calls from google because they blame me for beeing a bot. I am very bad at chess. I am not very good at tetris?

oh hey, thread sucks again.

I like you Benni. If you live anywhere near Vancouver BC, consider it a weekend of partying on me.

I'll supply the crack you obviously like.

My realname is Cem. I have two facebookaccounts. Cem Ariel is one of it. Hit me up if you want to challenge me in a heads up battle with 50 cent in Schwaz(Austria). See you there.

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Obv maybe there is another nerd who is really sucessfull and has the same nickname like me. I do not know. All the nicknames i have i stole from somewhere. Fallendark comes from a onlinesoccermanager game. It was a team called *****dark, i changed it into fallendark. Unfortunately my account is closed. I will open another one though somewhere else.

Or some influential google nerd does the same with me. Because it is sick or something like that for him. Or because he admires my stamina.

What the **** is going on in this thread now?

Also nice bink Crackillac. You keep the degen strong.

I am really drund therefore another degen story from my early days.

Was allways playing for my pocket money. Won most of the time guess because i was hungrier than the other kids. After some time this leads to a lot of problems. Like getting bullyed by others. The loosers allways get together in groups or at least came in pairs. Back than it seems like the other partys seem to see it as fair because otherwise they would loose. Or i was sozially inept. Seeing it like i saw the world was against me. Got kicked hard often enough by elder classmates or by pairs, groups etc. In the long run though most of those guys endet in jail or otherwise in trouble. Me instead was pretty fine allthough most of the time lonely. Status is a big drug. Humans brain is sozially wired therefore beeing coined in a certain ways can handicap someone. Like if you are a leader but can not absorb the loss of power. Hard learned lessons.

I had a friend, lets call him pat. ..
He was really good at math. He was very poor and lived from working illegaly in a young age. Also he did a lot of other stuff like stealing bikes. Though there where a lot of similarities between us i was more like a girlie compared to him. Would steat bubblegum. One day he made a prank. He told me if i would not change my bikeskey it would be stolen. The same day when i went to the mall and closed my bike obv it disappeared.

I saw my bike a couple of weeks later. It was my bike. I stopped the guy and told him where he got my bike. Obv he contested my claim. Afther back and ford i just took my bike and he began to scream. The kid told me he was albanian and it was his bike. Afther another couple of minutes of arguing he left the bike and run away.

The same day at the local playgarden a little guy approached me and set up a beef followed by a headbud. I bleeded from my nose. He was a small kid whome take me by suprise. In shanghai the most evil thing on earth.

There was my other friend Beard. We where sliding on a chute when my friend found a pigeon nest. There was this little pigeon who was to young to fly. We took it out of his bun and teached him flying.

Those where the days man, my man.

There's actually a reason that's helping me not bet. I'm sweating a lot of actually..I don't know if I'll go into detail about it because I don't want this person to ever read this thread. Not that I think he visits here but I have my laptop opsn around him a lot. Basically: biggest % of my 250k debt is owed to this person and he is gambling a lot of my roll away on pinny - and makes it seem like he's only liable for some of it. So this pain is causing me a lot of grief and I do not care to bet.

After getting robbed out of my snack in school by classmates i tried the same on girls. Sound weird though. Back than it was not like know when you are older. In my early days girl where just the ugliest things on planet earth. Beeing a degen and obv without a snack in kindergarden one day i had the idea of stealing from julia. Julia was fourteen years old double my size and like half meter taler. It was really hard to steal the first time but easy because she did not protect the milka chocolade. Unfortunately daniel my companion blew out i have stolen. Our director came to me and told me i have to buy julia a bigger chocolate and also have to pay a fine. He told me i have to work for a couple of months because lessons has to be learned and such a behavior will not be tolerated in undergrade school.

Till know the biggest degen thing i did. For me loosing 10k in a hand in poker is nothing compare to the chocolate i stole back than.

Julia was in tears when she told me. Was the weirdest thing on earth. She did not say a word to me. She took her chocolate one day later with swollen eyes and did not even say thank you. Our teacher looked me up as if she wanted to say something to me.

The next thing i know is all the girls began playing games till than. The game endet when i graduated from under grade school. On the last day, remember i was the poorest kid in school, they told me i got cancer.

The last degen thing in my childhood is when i stole the stolen key from my friends dads car ... Can not imagine the brawling it was followed by.

lol, c'mon man.