Ok, I add another story of mine from my degen life.
So after my time in London I move in Euroland for a new exiting well paid job, thanks to my degency I had to borrow some money for the move to find a new place (just to give you the idea that I was still broke as usual not matter my wage in UK).
I move in and start working and earnong good while keep the degen in me under controll, which means no delay on rent, always money in my pocket and stay out of the casino while playing only poker live and online with just few 100s waste on slots.
Been on this job for over two year and managed to bring my poker br up to 7K again (online and live), buy a nice new car and save money for around 40K circa. So life was good and happy and all seems to move forward to the impression that degency was an old past habit.
After two years I received a proposal for a job in malta and I fly over for 4 days to check out the new company and discuss the usual stuff. Here is when the evil degen trick come out again.
After dinner and lots of wine the all group decides to go at the casino, I say yes (is been long) and bring with me 1500 circa to have a nice night drinking and gamibling. As soon as we go in, I can feel the pressure already, I hit the roulette table and in 5-6 spins I'm already down to 700 more or less. I remember the feeling of being in controll at this point and thinking not big deal if I lose them all and bang!!! right at this point myluck changes and I hit 4 spins in a row 10-11-10-11 two of my better number of roulette (I play the uk one and always tier and some orphalins).
From those win in a row it is been a dream night come true, I could not miss a spin, hittting everything betting 300 or 400 per spin going for around two hours missing at most 2 spins. So it is like 40 spins on the same side of the wheel, the game was dealing slow as I was pressing with color chips of 1 euro, 200 pieces at spin plus the call bets, with massive calculation by the dealer every time.
Just to give the idea how good it was:
1. I had the security pointing at me some kind of phone with red light to check if I had any device or some sort of technical citing device
2. The pitboss was keep telling the dealer to spin just on the other side and at some point the dealer broke down shouting at him "I know!!! leave me alone!!!! while I was drunk next to her singing you cannot change you cannot change
The night goes by and I'm back at my room with 14K and a smile that lighted the all sea view. As experience degen I knoew this win would have bring out just the bad side of my degen, in some moment of lucidity from alchool I recall thinking "this job will led me straight back to 2 years ago situation", but instead I convinced myself that it wouldn't happen and the next morning I accepted the new challenge.
After accepiting the job i was suppose to stay in for another 2 days to plan my move there and discuss possible projects which helped me losing all the winnings of the first night spinning around for 300€ each and totale gaming time for about 2 hours each night 4 k the first night and the remaining on the second.
Remeber the though about going back to the previous two years situation? As you may have guessed already, it did happened and on my first 8 months on the island I lost all my saving, the poker br plus a good size of my wages earned during those months for a total of 60K just for not following my guts of that moment