Here we go... Didn't post long time, but enjoyed the degen storys here.
Now I feel like to write again...
Sitting here alone in my room at 6:15pm. Not eating or drinking anything the whole day.
So let the story begin a few weeks back. I was betting at the Champions League final. Correct scores, Juventus scoring 2 goals and O5.5 goals in total. Obv I lost all bets, 1k in total. The next day I played online roulette and lost 600 more real quick. Not much more money left in the bank but on tilt, I decided to drive straight to the casino nearby. I took 1.5k in cash with me and ran it up in 3 hours to 2.8k. I ran pretty good from the beginning, starting with roulette playing my numbers for 5 bucks, losing at BJ switching back to roulette and hit my numbers again this time for 10. So I call it a day even I'm 300 behind in summary.
So last week (not gambling since the casino trip 10 days ago) I'm happy to date a pretty cute girl. I have to say since a few months all I do is dating week after week different girls, gambling and watching porn. I don't work, I don't meet friends or anything.
So I'm ready for the date but she doesn't reply my texts at evening. So I'm pissed and think what I could do instead. Of course, all what comes to my mind is gambling.
So I go to the atm, cashout 1.5k and drive to the casino. It's already 10:30 pm and the casino close at 1 am. I think ok you have still 2 and a half hours to make some profit. It doesn't matter, 45 min later I'm BROKE.
**** this, **** this fkn Biatch too, FML...
Driving home sad and tilted at the same time. On my way home I'm texting with a guy I met a few weeks ago, turned out he is a degen too. So I tell him my story and he told me he's sitting at home and gonna start to gamble a bit asweel. When I was back home he sent me a screenshot of his 900 bucks profit he made. So I deposit the 1300 I still have left and play some online roulette aswell. In my mind I was sure that I'll lose it all after the casino experience 1 hour ago. Turned out I was wrong I started to hit my numbers right after the the second or third spin. I was so happy to win again the most of my money back, I lost before. The same feeling I had the day after the CL final. At my high point I was at 2.8k, so even for the day. I told myself, be smart and do 2 more spins and quit at 2.5k. And suprisingly I did, even I lost the 2 spins. So I crossed the devil 2 times. And I was so happy even I didn't made any profit at the time.
I went to bed. Watching my favourite gambling movie (Owning Mahowny) and was happy to be able to bet the PGA US Open which started the next day. I placed bets for 1.5k. 5 of 8 players I had as my horses made the cut. I felt pretty good at friday. Was dating a new girl at the evening. We went out for dinner. On my drive to a bar with her, I checked the leaderboard and saw that my horses were doing pretty good. Already saw me in a lot of cash at sunday. Went to a bar with her and I started to making out with her. She was DTF and I had a pretty good night, turned out she's a squirter.
Back to the US Open, all my horses screwed the Saturday and I was pretty pissed. On Sunday Chez Reavie made it in the Top 20 and he was my smallest bet of the 5 left. 50 at 10.5 to place Top 20. So I lost around 1k instead of 1.5k at this event.
And now here we are! So I take the 500 to the online casino and play roulette. Of course I want my money back
I play with the 500 and doing pretty good, I win 500 and now I'm only 500 behind to even. For sure I will make it for the third time in a row.
5 Spins later I'm broke and on tilt. Friday I saw myself winning over 10k at the US Open and now I got nothing. But hey I still have 1.5k in my bank account so lets run this up.
15 Minutes later I'm down to 325 and ask myself why do I have always to lose. Why can I not win a single fkn time in my fkn life...
At this point I bet 25 bucks per number. I'm ready to throw the rest away aswell. But not yet, I finally hit!!! Next rounds again, bets between 10 and 30 bucks win and I feel great. Nearly broke I run it up to 4.3k. Celebrating and happy to be back in the mother****ing game. Seeing myself betting big at the Ascot Horse Racing event which starts tomorrow. Thats my turnaround for sure... So I happily cash out 3k and play with the rest just a few more spins. I stop at 1k and call it a day. I can pay my mother back and some other money I took from my bank account. Money I need for rent and new furniture.
Then I got bored. I told myself lets do some sportsbetting, just small. I lose a tennis bet and I'm at 900. That's no problem I will win it back at BJ.
This fkn ***** of a dealer wins every fkn hand and I lose the whole 900 in no time, even make a fkn missclick where I throw 200 away. No problem. I'll reserve my 3k cashout and will win it back. She can't win every hand I told myself. I lose 800 more and make another missclick for 300.
OK lets switch back to roulette and run it up to 3k and cash out at least this money, you need it desperately. 30 mins later I'm sitting in front of my Laptop. I'm shocked and furious about myself. I feel empty and alone. I feel like Dan Mohowny in the scene where he loses his last chip at the BJ table.
I would do anything for 4k at this moment, but it doesn't matter I would it throw away in no time again. Degens gonna degen and I told myself right after to quit for ever. Again...
Last edited by Sick Swings; 06-19-2017 at 01:18 PM.