WOW at the history
Best of luck to you man, i really hope you make it. Ill be reading your TR for sure!
Oh also, why you or other caritative BBVer setup some blog on blogspot or whatever, even get a cheap domain and put in some adsense or something like that so you have some side income, im sure most people in here would click 2 or 3 ads every time they read your blog for you, i will
Just an idea