its ridiculous how bad i run. i have been playing PLO hilo and i have a knack for this game. i practice, i read, i get it in with the best every ****ing time.. or huge ****ing draws out the ass with nut lo or best lo... and i bubble every ****ing time or i die early with the best hand at ft. i play 5 card plo hilo and regular plo hl and limit, and i know how to play his and los.. i know hands to get away from and where, with pretty good results.. . im never the fish with a weird straight or a stupid lo. i used to crush plo hilo.. now i just get it in with top two nut flush nut lo.. when it matters.. and a456 wins on the stupidest ****ing boards. 8 years.. of getting a head, then the poker gods ****ing me. i aint bad.. i get it in tournaments good 90% of the time when im committed.. i have a basic understanding of bluffing that rarely get me into trouble.. i just cant ****ing do this anymore. plo hilo is the only game i could play with the pros and that does me zero ****ing good even at 25 50c and 50 1.00.. **** off
dude.. i cant catch a ****ing break. i made 25 buyins at 25 50 c.. then i moved to 50 1.00 and the stupidest ****ing **** happens. i move to 1 2 occasionally and the stupidest ****ing **** happens. im ****ing done with poker. practice doesnt do ****, when you got the luck of a homeless prostitute.
Variance can destroy anybody. This is why it's so critical to get people to lay down winning hands. Games that people tend to play out hands, Omaha and limit/draw games, leave you at the mercy of variance.
So I moved up to 10nl at the start of this month after winning at 5nl for 10bb+/100. So for the first week of the month i was doing fine winning at 10nl reviewing hands etc etc and the last couple of days (~15k hands) have just been unreal. Currently running 20BI below my EV, Never been so tilited in my life tbh it feels just so disguting. I keep telling my self that its just variance and i just need to play through it but its so hard to keep that mind set when you have lost 10BI with sets in 15k hands. I feel like I am playing the best and worst poker of my life I am making alot of spot on reads but at the same time the tilt is just making me lose money and making me play bad. Reviewed almost all my hands that i have lost alot of money with and most are disgusting coolers and major shafting. I can feel it taking a heavy toll on me and my tilt is just getting worse and worse, When i start a new session i try and totally forget about my previous session whether i won alot of money or lost alot of money. I plan on taking a break and reviewing my hands in depth and trying to control my tilt more, atm i feel like if i just play more i am gona lose more. I am sure this has happened to many many people and i was wondering what other people do when they go through this sort of shafting. I just want to say i am no stranger when it comes to variance and i played ALOT of zoom and oh my lord... This sort of variance makes zoom look like heaven which is saying something.
dude.. i cant catch a ****ing break. i made 25 buyins at 25 50 c.. then i moved to 50 1.00 and the stupidest ****ing **** happens. i move to 1 2 occasionally and the stupidest ****ing **** happens. im ****ing done with poker. practice doesnt do ****, when you got the luck of a homeless prostitute.
Please, do not offend nor oppress any type of prostitutes. Homeless or not, they are human beings with feelings.