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Originally Posted by SketchyBalls
I seriously just dont even know what to do anymore. These are all my hands since starting playing poker last year. I run so bad that I really can't comprehend it. I've spent so much time on getting better and learning GTO other strategy concepts etc... Im obsessed with the game itself and spend an insane amount of time on it. Ill admit my first 40k hands online I was pretty awful and obviously there were some learning curves. Over the last 10k hands I'm winning at around 13BB/100 but still was down money for the sample. What can I do to get out of this negative mindset, I love the game but this is just hard to comprehend. How have I been able to run this bad for so long and how is this the only sample I've been able to get ever. You can see the gap between EV and All in EV on the graph never once got closer. Every session I've ever played in my life I have run this bad losing a buyin in EV every 1000 hands. I have nobody that supports me playing poker my family hates it and they think that nobody can be a winning player in poker, think im insane for continuing to play and think I'm some degen. My journey has just been so rough I would appreciate some advice or anything to get my confidence up.
your redline sucks, your blue line means your either making river calls too light or bluffing too much. EV at 0 doesnt mean your "running bad". you have leaks, post your stats page and we can help figure it out.