That for sure is a sick graph. Damn i dont know if i could continue play poker after that. But if you decide to do, cash out all you need for school and re-start at NL10 or NL25 and build up the confidence, then when you are back at NL100 you will hopefully get your revenche.
i swear i feel like the exact same.
i see all these upswing braggraphs everyday and i remember like having an upswing ONCE in my pokertime. I nearly busted my roll yesterday because I ran 21 buyins below EV. I'll do the same as you, cash out the tiny rest and rebuild at micro****. good to drop from nl400 to busto - with 25stacks brm and moving down when I hit 19.
good luck to you op, running that bad is nothing ANY human can handle well.
Either its doctored graph or... somewere in August you did broke the mirror while walking under the ladder because you were trying to avoid black cat crossing your way and failed.
Whatever, dude, kudos for you having motivation to play this game over such strech. Not tilting it off and not quiting the game altogether. You should coach people on how you manage this. This should compensate a bit of your losses.