Originally Posted by CPHoya
Damn man. There's some stuff in there that I won't touch because obviously I don't possess knowledge regarding your little brother and I'm very sorry that happened. That's horrible.
However, it has absolutely nothing to do with anything and portrays in vivid detail your absolute inability to differentiate the meaning of statements, your inability to comprehend context, and your sick desire to interpret everything as emotionally fraught.
Where did I insult your time commitment to this community? That never happened.
Where did I insinuate that in real life you're an incompetent? That never happened (that's what "proverbially speaking" means).
It continues to be my opinion that you are usually ill or uninformed about most of the things you talk about re: WW. Like you acknowledge, I get to think that and to say it. So do you! I don't know you in another context, and never have, and don't see why you would interpret comments about Thingy the werewolf player as comments about whatever your real name is as a person. That continues to be a stupid, intentionally obtuse thing to do and if doing so has led to you being $ad and MAD and frustrated, I do not care. It's your problem with contexts, not mine. I KNOW I've never made a comment about you as a human being doing human being things other than talking about or playing werewolf. It sucks that you can't say the same thing.
It's wonderful for you that the worst person you've ever encountered anywhere is someone who believes himself to be better than you at werewolf, and who is willing to express that opinion in a forum designed for it. Seriously. You run hotter than the sun in the "bad people" department.
I am well within my rights to comment on your very apparent lack of understanding of WW players in a thread designed to critique the draft and drafting. That's what it was for. I believe I have covered everything that needs to be covered regarding your inability to differentiate between contexts.
With regard to the clique issue, I'm still not sure how that's (a) relevant or (b) true. I can't think of a big name with whom I have curried favor on purpose. Many of them dislike me. I'm cool with that. soah abjectly hates me. I'm cool with that. I've never "toned it down" for anyone. That doesn't seem conformist to me.
If you can find posts I've made insulting people about their actual lives, go for it. Thing is, you cannot. I don't do that. I insult people about WW to get results. If I need people to realize we are losing a game because you are being listened to, I will try to do that. I don't really care if that feels bad for you. The thing that's kind of sad, though, is that you take me out of a werewolf game and I'm very unlikely to say one thing meant to disparage or disappoint or bother anyone. In that regard, your assessment is just fantastical.
With regard to having to win every argument, I think nothing could be more inaccurate unless you're talking about a werewolf game, where of course the more arguments I win the more games I win, which is kind of the whole point.
Now, moving on to the real issue here, which is your real life belief that I'm a terrible person. VMF has also said this. You are saying this based upon discomfort with my WW personality on POG. Not even my personality, but my in-game, in-competition personality in a game built upon deceit, distrust, and at some level an ability to think logically about issues before making decisions. I'm shocked - shocked! - that a hypersensitive person like you would not like a cold person like me in that environment. The thing is, you don't know me any better than I know you. I'm gonna predict that in real life your personality is not half as fragile as it is here, and that you know it. I'm going to wager that the persona you wheel in here is no more real than the ethical analyses you try to apply to werewolf, which are transparently the result of your unwillingness to contextualize what werewolf is. You know you do this, but you continue to do it. This is why I do not take you seriously on this forum.
The sad part is I don't think you're a bad person. I think your exaggeration both in game threads and out is a really annoying quirk. For example, you were around for NewTeaBag - I posit that probably he's a worse person than me given that my sins involve making you feel bad while his involve murdering someone. But whatever, I know it's rhetorical exaggeration meant to convey a certain flourish to your triumphant coup de grace. It fails, because it's stupid. It's too $ad by half, and it's too desperate by a metric ton.
It hurts, but that's the thing. You literally are just some really upset kid I don't know talking about the real life qualities of a person he doesn't know. You're doing the thing you know I don't do. It's self-defeating.
With regard to charity work I won't list what I've done and do because I find it cloying and also, fittingly, desperate. I've done plenty, at a time and financial expense that I take satisfaction in being willing to do. With regard to your family travails, you really do have my sympathies.
With regard to the rest of it, you're just confused, bro. You'll do well to consider whether the (apparently way out of control) amount of energy you've expended hating me was ever justified. The fact is, this post constitutes more time, energy and thought than I've ever expended on you otherwise. That's pretty much how it should be unless we actually know each other, or at least want to.
Not gonna miss you obviously, but fare well.