I'm mainly doing this to make fun of myself and try to come to terms with it in order to focus and be the best player I can be from now on. I do hope that someone may be able to see what I have done and not replicate my mistakes.

Enjoy!

cliff notes: dont drink

+1

Fun notes. How big were you playing in the super turbos? and what did happen in the "what just happened" block?

$100-200, 2-4 at a time (I think, it was a really bad bender). I do know that I racked up something like 15k ftps. I'm not really sure about that block. I obviously sprouted some leaks that weren't there before and was running bad. I also had a lot of personal drama going on and just wasn't playing very well and attributing way too much of it to bad luck instead of figuring out what I was doing wrong.

Maybe bbv would have gotten more response?

That's a lot of SNGs to make 5k. Ever consider working or giving plasma?

That's pretty rude, esp for a mod. maybe he enjoys playing as a +$5K hobby? ****

Yes, you're probably right. I'm feeling snarky irl and I guess it's seeping in here.

Zing! Nah, I take it much more seriously than just a hobby, and I have learned to play the game well enough over those sngs to make much more in the future and honestly feel that I am one of the very best o8 sng players at the limits I play. Also, I have made considerably more than 5k considering I've had rakeback the entire time, bonuses, iron man, ftps, etc. You are right though, if it weren't for a handful of nights I could have made considerably more money with the all time I invested and that sucks, bad. Thankfully I've never deposited one cent of my money online. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and others can too. Hence the op.

I'll update this thread at the end of the year, and as long as I don't have another freak out session where I spew ridiculous money that I have ground out, and am just beating O8 sngs at the rate I can/ am currently, I'll give some kind of freeroll or something. Ideas?

Plus I get to hang out with cool guys like you on the internet while I play! You can't put a price on that.

Oh, and I'm afraid to give plasma. You never know what news they may give you afterward.....

Update: Black Friday.

(I just remembered this post and thought maybe the forum might get a kick out of it. GL all.