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Originally Posted by Johnny Truant
she says "I don't want to feel forced" which is pretty ****ing clear and he acknowledges it and agrees and says he will stop but doesn't.
Let's take this in particular, because this is a good example of where this woman's perspective is being accepted as fact. Here's the lead-in to this:
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Ansari wanted to have sex. She said she remembers him asking again and again, “Where do you want me to **** you?” while she was still seated on the countertop. She says she found the question tough to answer because she says she didn’t want to **** him at all.
“I wasn’t really even thinking of that, I didn’t want to be engaged in that with him. But he kept asking, so I said, ‘Next time.’ And he goes, ‘Oh, you mean second date?’ and I go, ‘Oh, yeah, sure,’ and he goes, ‘Well, if I poured you another glass of wine now, would it count as our second date?’” He then poured her a glass and handed it to her. She excused herself to the bathroom soon after.
So OK, this seems pretty pushy, but only to the extent of being a sleaze. Here Ansari is saying he wants to have vaginal sex. So she goes to the bathroom and collects herself and then we get this:
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Grace says she spent around five minutes in the bathroom, collecting herself in the mirror and splashing herself with water. Then she went back to Ansari. He asked her if she was okay. “I said I don’t want to feel forced because then I’ll hate you, and I’d rather not hate you,” she said.
Note that this is not a general "no". She's had 5 minutes in the bathroom calming down, she's not being put on the spot here. To Ansari, this might look like she is just starstruck and nervous and wants to slow down a bit, especially since we don't know how it was delivered. It may have been delivered in a lighthearted kind of way.
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This moment is particularly significant for Grace, because she thought that would be the end of the sexual encounter — her remark about not wanting to feel “forced” had added a verbal component to the cues she was trying to give him about her discomfort.
But what Ansari thinks, maybe, is that wants to slow down meaning not jump straight to vaginal sex. Remember, this is what happened at the start of the encounter:
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She says he then resumed kissing her, briefly performed oral sex on her, and asked her to do the same thing to him. She did, but not for long. “It was really quick. Everything was pretty much touched and done within ten minutes of hooking up, except for actual sex.”
So to Ansari, it looks like she's comfortable with all that and then has gotten nervous about vaginal sex. So when he says "let's chill on the couch", what he means is going back to the stuff they were doing before, oral sex and so forth. He thinks she was OK with that. If he hasn't read her cues that she's uncomfortable, there's no reason for him to think otherwise. He's also just asked her if she's OK and she has not communicated to him clearly that she's uncomfortable with the whole encounter. Then when he wants her to go down on him again, she goes ahead and does it, further confirming to him that she is currently comfortable with everything short of full sex.
Is this all the correct reading? I have no idea. It's one possibility. Ansari being an abusive ******* is also a possibility. What I'm saying is that we only have her account to go on, and her view of everything that was said and done is coloured by a general uncomfortableness with what was happening that I'm not convinced she communicated to Ansari.