absolute brutal day, should have just chilled but tried forcing in plays on "it could happen and those are insane odds" and having done it with multiple units previously due to hedges being available i made some bad bets on +1200 odds for multiple units but this time naked because the hedge wasn't there
making matters worse, bad internet connection made it seem like my big failing bet didn't go through so i ended up with it twice
so i'm going back to conservative play, this was a huge lesson for me about my hubris and no more multi unit bets on long shots without a hedge available
what happened is the much better team would be down 2 drakes and 2k gold, normally this means they'll lose the match a good 40% of the time, however, i kept telling myself (but they are the better team, win one team fight and they got this) and so I'd hammer away theses with unreasonable amounts hoping just one good map and I'll be betting those 1k limits next time around
lesson learned, hubris checked, this was likely very positive for me as I'd gotten concerned my success here would lead to leaks later on - i stand by the bets, just not the amount of brm available, in many ways I think knowing I could just deposit if things got bad is a bad safety blanket giving me undo confidence
my one saving grace is these units were smaller than usual because I have so much tied up in pending bets and recently decided to only treat liquid cash for unit sizing and assume all pending bets are losses this way I don't end up tying too much bankroll in pending action and get wiped by a bad week
definitely getting greedy, i've been kind of autopiloting some bets i mildly like over a unit whereas in the past i'd opt for like a .3 or .7 and save the 1 unit for big ones and anything larger for the absurd lines like earlier when the books did things like over o2.5 drakes when one team already had 2 and a dominant lead, gotta get back to waiting for those again
day 8-25-1, -23.88u
total 397-442-13, +81.58u, 7.61% ROI
p.s. if a sharp (or even a fellow square) is reading this, would love to hear how you handle pending bets for unit consideration, epecially thngs like futures or say political bets tied up until november