Like I have said I thank all you guys for the advice in this thread and i will think about it but its hard to impossible for me and to change my mindset over night. I was try it more than 100 times since I have start playing poker 12 years ago and I failed. I am still failing over and over...so I stopped playing right now, to get my mind free.
I quit more than 100 times the game and went broke more than 100 times. I got on tilt more than 100 times and got crazy more than 100 times after a bad beat...Its ok. I get over it and move on.
I will let it go. I can put my power and energy at something else and its better for my soul and my mind.
I have to let it go. I can't improve on those things, they are just stronger than me and my will power and thats ok. I have to accept that. Its only one point in life not the whole life.
I have a wrong mindset and skillset to be a successful poker player in the long run.
I know that and you guys tell me that over and over again and I am very thankful for this.You remeber me that there is somethings wrong and I have to catch on that.
I am a losing player and will stay probably a losing player, because I am not improving that much and the whole player-field out there is stronger than me.
I have to accept this fact...Its hard to accept it, I hate losing but I have to.
I enjoy the game and enjoy the environment, the free time I spend playing and the fun factor. I don't need to win and earn money with a simple card-game.
I have to accept the fact that poker is a professional or semi professional field and if you not improving, you will get crushed over and over again..
I will look at the hand charts and tighten up a little bit BUT I don't expect to win and get better. I have to give up on this...
Last edited by MartinK1979; 03-12-2019 at 09:25 AM.