Being a broke failure all your life, never getting any recognition by your peers and suddenly here you are with a couple ten grand to your name, living the dream. Dat plot twist.
You remind me of that one guy I knew some years ago. Exact same behaviour patterns. You don't have to be a wizard to see what kind of life circumstances in association with elementary human character traits lead towards that. The world is small my friend. People are fairly similar in all places, regardless of what they're trying to achieve.
Ever saw a true genius bragging about his/her skills on the interwebz on a daily in a similar fashion? Nope, me neither.
The world is full of people so easy to entertain. Just keep on being the clown, that you are. That's what we expect of you. Nothing more, nothing less.