You are not alone.
Recipe for busto.
In two days you will lose your paycheck too.

i was allways grinding plo2k short with 200- lost 6k this way

Please please please just cash some out before you busto all of it. There's no need for you to busto all of it.

he is for sure broke

Account is already busted... I've got leaderboard prizes coming into tonight, probably about $100-200. Hoping for a miracle run at the tables. Almost definitely not going to happen. I'm such an idiot.

Worst feeling when you've got the gambling itch and your account is on $0.

Simultaneously one of rhe most amazing and saddest threads I’ve ever followed.

I wish you all the best in quitting.

100% predictable though.

Yes. Sadly this is where a lot of the profit in poker comes from.

Threads no longer PLO related imho.

Just some dude making excuses so he can be irresponsible.

It’s depressing tbh.

imo you have 1k paycheck
with this strategy and tilt its going overseas
if you lose that in this fashion a counselor or ga meetings is where to go

you have for sure to much gamble in you
Trying to go pro or bust with 5k...?
but you started with a hundred or so. but you will not find this run soon
obv you are going to make everyday profit or go broke strategy

edit:
by the way this is second best blog after knoxes blog
honest view of an poker degen x) wanting it bad to go pro

Hmmmm... What if I told you semi haters it's not over. I came 3rd in the 200PLO leaderboard for $370 and cashed for $40 in the 100PLO leaderboard. I'm going to grind out some aggressive poker with disregard for proper BRM and hope to come out on top. The grind starts in 3 hours!

I don't actually have a $1k paycheck coming through that I have access to. I think I already mentioned it, but I have a financial guardian who receives my paychecks and distributes the money as needed. I only get $15 a day for coffees etc. That's the only positive of having a financial guardian, I automatically save up $200/weekly after food/rent etc. I've actually got around $20k saved up that I can't access...

My parents had to testify in what was essentially a mini courtroom that I'm too irresponsible with money to be trusted. It was so frustrating at the time and I kind of hated my parents for a while because of it, now I get that they were just trying to do what's best by me.

The plan is to run up my $410 coming through, laugh at the haters while living it up in Thailand. Hate is a pretty strong motivator so keep it coming, not that I got any real hate.

Ooops, accidentally hit dislike on this message - I don't know if you can see that but I didn't mean it. This was one of the nice posts essentially wishing/advising me well.

Unpredictable twist: let's play heads up for $410. Running it up through a mod who lowkey hated on me would be a nice story for the average degen! Not really serious, it was predictable I'd go bust eventually. Not a bad upswing though while it lasted.

This is the reality of a zero-sum game. If you're a winning poker player, you feed off of people like me and those in worse positions. I believe making a living off of poker is essentially a form of devil worship.

1 hour until the leaderboard prizes come in and then it's straight to the grind. Going to start at 25PLO and move up when I've got 20buy ins for the next stake until I get back to $5k. Might be able to do it in a single night! Feeling good that I'll play well. Happy to screen share if someone knows how to put it on a delay.

you also mentioned having 10k depths
i closed all my acc and cant gamble till march

450 dollars for food and cigarretes is a bit low

I don't think I mentioned having 10k debt. I'm not in debt apart to a friend for $1,850.

And yeah $450 is a bit low but food is covered. My financial guardian pays for Coles orders. I can't be trusted ordering my own groceries Anyway got about 15mins until the leaderboard prize comes in. I've got the gambling itch bad and can't wait to get back to the tables! Hope you're doing well.

when she leaves you got bankroll for plo500 bro relaxe x)
going pro than?

how is your day going?

what happened? broke??

Hey I'm also from Australia and also have schizophenia. I have a full time Job though.

Tomorrow I'm going to play 5PLO on ignition. You have inspired me to play PLO.

How do you play on GG btw?

I told you this was a recipe for disaster but your addiction just make you think im an idiot or hater..

I was really trying to talk from a point of view of relateability, I've been there done that multilpe times...

I mean your very first post was talking about bankroll management and the next page you are going from PLO10 to PLO200..

What did you expect?

Honestly best to just get a job and live life...once you have a regular stream of income thats when you can take it up as a hobby....

Gambling away your life savings is so stupid...

Once i got a job and decent stream of revenue my play improved because I wasnt counting on poker to make a living so I didnt tilt when I lost a big pot. Now that I have multiple streams of revenue I am happy to play PLO5-PLO10 and my graph has been going up and up

youre part of the problem too...

scum like you who enable addicts are complete pieces of sh**