I think you're on to something with the stealing. You should work on that since it appears to be the only work you're willing to do. If you get caught, no big deal you have a place to live and food on the table while you're in jail and you can learn new techniques from your roommates there.

If you would really had helped me you would have pointed me to a institution where you get money or a state(doesn't matter if it's from Europe or USA)!
I get money from a social institution.Why didn't anyone told me about these places?

I live in Constanta and the social workers from here have the mentality of ,,how to get rid of this guy'' and not how to help this guy.
That's like saying poker/casino is not social/financial help!

You could always get a job restocking vending machines...

Someone just close the thread! You're very lucky @marknfw I didn't killed myself!In Constanta there îs a sea and If I had a crazy idea of how this forum ****ed me I would Have drown myself! I'm not as normal as You think and someone in my family died of suicide!

You could be a lifeguard at a local public pool then

Then go seek help from someone trained to help with suicidal people. You are asking for help, so go ask for help from someone near you who is trained and willing to help you.

Nobody on this thread can help you.

Don't worry no one in this thread could or would ever mistake you for normal or even close. A normal person wouldn't come on a poker forum and ask complete strangers for help. They'd go ask someone close to them or a professional who can actually help.

Cheers!!!

whatever you do... don't take anyone else with you.
that is a trip you take by yourself if you have any semblance of integrity.

Get a job.

This gimmick has run its course. Time for a new one.

Life likes easy targets?

hear hear...

functionality and incorporation into society does a lot of self esteem and acceptance.

embrace the 'Wheel'... rage has no place in the machine, so Welcome to it.

Some people find life easier than others. Modern society is set up very weirdly in the context of how it's been set up throughout the rest of human history.

Everyone finds life difficult to some degree, but some respond better to those difficulties, others seek those difficulties, others avoid any possibility of being alone with their thoughts, some people feel the need to assume that every action they take is by default correct and every feeling they have is by default a fact; most care not for the glaring contradictions in their lives - their social position and even self-esteem require them not to be aware of themselves in this way. They must and can only see themselves in positive light.

So, you're different. That's okay. Life and society are weird and normal people deserve to be wound up a little by the existence of people who live outside their narrow and prescriptive 'EVERYONE SHOULD SUFFER IN SILENCE AND WORK HARD THEIR WHOLE LIVES AND NEVER LIE OR STEAL' fake morality masks while feeding and protecting their egos.

Embrace weirdness. F@@k normality. Especially todayh's normality, which is minimising genocide and racism and peddling seductive lies.

society isn't to blame... while things change over time, what has become readily apparent is that delusional thinking, narcissism and self importance have become rampant.

with the advent of constant inter-connectivity and social media acceptance, the self has become more valuable than it truly is... you are a false god.

the truth? you aren't important... you aren't special... and if you were to disappear this very day, no one would remember you even existed in less than a year.

I say, embrace your mortality and insignificance and bath yourself in self sacrifice, least you go into the future kicking and screaming for acknowledgment... and that is living in HELL.

The key is to find something you enjoy. Not necessarily as a job, but just something that brings you happiness, however small or silly it is.

Perhaps that is exactly what he does, starting stupid threads.

Some people think life is serious.

This is wonderful and fantastic advice which I feel compassion towards.

I have zero compassion towards trolls, and since you think I don’t have compassion towards you OP, then I guess that settles the matter whether you are a troll or not.

What about compassion for people who may have mental health problems? Or who doesn't interact socially with everyone else or understand how society works as well as you do?

Does it make you feel like a better person to inform OP you have no compassion for him? Do you think that's something OP needs to hear from you?

I surely have compassion for OP if he is genuine and sincere with all the threads he makes.

I have compassion... for those that try.