This is super weird and I hope I'm not the only that has this;
I do weird social things, for example when shaking hands I like to hold peoples hand for longer than socially acceptable just to see their reaction and it's kinda fun.
But whenever people are having a serious/semi-serious conversation, I can't stop thinking about what would happen if I would punch one of the people in the conversation. Like a haymaker type punch . It would just be such a random thing to happen that they probably wouldn't know what to do. I've never actually had the guts to do it though =(
Seriously some of this **** I thought was unique to me but we're obviously all kinda ****ed up in our own way. I do **** like this all the time. When I am waiting to cross a road and a bus goes past I imagine stepping in front of the bus and what that collision would be like, like literally how far my body would fly off at that speed of impact. When on holiday at a cliff or something I imagine jumping off and what it would feel like. I am worried sometime my brain will accidentally do it.
I also do this with words. Like I will imagine on a really quiet bus just shouting out loud something ridiculous like "WILL EVERYONE PLEASE SHUT UP" at the top of my voice. I have never done it but I worry someday I will.
-empty my spam email
-when i am riding in a car, i look at license plates and do things with the numbers and letters. example NVG 429 in my brain would go "nine plus 2 is 11 plus 4 is 15. Good. 4 plus two is 6 times 3 is 36 plus 9 is 45 divided by 9 is five. Good."
-also when riding in a car, i do things with things that pass by, like telephone poles, and try to make everything seem evenly spaced apart in my head.
Its weird seeing several people say they also do this. I actually would have thought I might be quite literally the only person in the world who always did this. Shows what I know about people.
I used to think this about lots of stuff too, but prolly the most meaningful and life helping thing ive ever learned from the internet (and more specifically OOT) is that no matter what weird little thing I do that I think I might be the only one who does it, there are tons of other people that do it too.
example NVG 429 in my brain would go "nine plus 2 is 11 plus 4 is 15. Good. 4 plus two is 6 times 3 is 36 plus 9 is 45 divided by 9 is five. Good."
i dont understand - what is the goal here? it seems like you're just doing random operations to the numbers (and getting them wrong as someone else mentioned).
also +1 to the wash-feet-at-end-of-shower post !! wasn't even conscious of the fact that I do this every time until you posted, except it's not so much a "rinse" for me as it is an OCD have to touch the water with both feet before it runs out