yeah i've considered face blindness but worry about identifying with it since people would jump to conclusions about mental disability etc, wouldn't surprise me in the slightest, it's definitely hurt me in major ways in work, socially and dating as well - a lot of people just assume i'm blowing them off when i don't recognize them and then don't reach out as they feel offended
same with descriptions, for the life of me i couldn't describe someone, and i won't ever know your eye color unless you tell me what it is, it's not that i don't see it, it just doesn't connect as something my brain would store
super awkward where i need to describe someone i just interacted with and i'm unable to describe what they're wearing and maybe get a 50/50 accuracy on their hair color
always blows my mind when someone is like "oh you must know my husband he's wearing the blue bermuda shorts and is 5'11" and I'm like "dear god woman how do you know that kind of information on him?"
i'm fine with people i interact with up close regularly but would still struggle to describe them too
brains are weird, also discovered i was color blind by accident in junior high and only discovered synethesia is a somewhat rare thing and not how everybody interacts with the world, remember watching 60 minutes episode on it in my 30s? and thinking "wait other people don't visualize this stuff?" i was blown away but it also explained a lot of awkward moments growing up where i tried to explain something assuming they had same visualizations like i'd reference the month wheel that pops into my mind whenever discussing dates and would get weird looks
mine isn't like this at all, but weirdly at the same time i can't really describe it
mine not a uniform circle more like an amoeba shaped ring, december/jan always at the bottom, fall is darker but i couldn't tell you what color, hard to explain, like you don't see it, but you just know it's there and can feel it and just automatically think and reference it whenever dealing with time, if i were a religious man i'd view it as divinely inspired
and various numbers and letters and sometimes even words can take on subtle and subconscious vibes to them, i also instinctively create maps in my mind wherever i go and am always creating these images as an overlay onto things, i'm not actively thinking it, it's just there and can't turn it off, but as a result some geometric inspired muslim architecture is quite a treat to view as a result, like i'll be at the poker table and in the background my brain would just be repeatedly pointing out all the possible triangles, i'm not counting or anything like that, kind of like a screensaver
it's hard to explain especially since i just naturally assumed everyone else was the same way too, i don't think there's really any tangible benefits nor any problems caused, it sounds a bit crazy describing it but it doesn't exhaust any active thinking anymore than breathing/chewing etc, i think the closest i can describe it is the visualizations you get on acid but dialed down by 1 million