Goddamn it now I really want an Oreo shake.

I see Shake Shack in my future.

I haven't found a therapist and my bipolar medicine started giving me really really bad muscle spasms that may be permanent, and my doctor is in Dallas. I tried 3 different meds and this was the only one that worked; I can see an immediate difference the day after I take it. I stopped taking it since the spasms started, and I've been trying to be conscious of when I'm having an up or down, but it's impossible to control my mind during those times.

Guys are funny like that. I remember once telling a girl I wouldn't cum in her mouth. I lied.

(Well, maybe more than once.)

MLYLT,

So no therapist and no (currently) working medicine?

There's a weekend project you should probably prioritize now that you have some free time. ****'s important yo

You NEED a local therapist and psychiatrist. This is more important than your diet, sex, people making jokes on the Internet, all of it.

Think of your daughter if not yourself. Bipolar disorder is a serious mental illness. You need to be properly medicated and in therapy for multiple reasons. You are not capable (no bipolar person would be) of determining if your mood is stable enough to take or not take medication.

How the conversation probably went -

MLYLT: I miss you, tell me something nice. is there something wrong?

Code3: Hey, I don't want to hurt your feelings but when you were here last weekend, you hadn't showered in two days and the hair on your legs were scratching me. I know you are tired but it makes it hard to be intimate with you when you don't care for yourself.

MYYLT: Whaaaaa, you are such a disgusting pig.

RJ still jelly i see

I wish it had went like this, it wouldn't have hurt so much!

There's just no way this isn't all a troll, right. I mean, Noone can be this bad at life, and so completely oblivious about, well, everything.

You must not pay attention to politics.

Not if I can help it.

No.

Now what does that tell you.

Unfortunately I do think there is a level where this all makes sense and it isn't a troll.

Time to get back on Tinder and post stories to make Code jealous. Put something in the profile about not wanting 4 hours of conversation afterwards.

Is this MLYLT's future?

El D,

Definitely go with a mocha malt, no whip.

Assuming thats Al's?

Cs,

Yep. And there's a lucky nearby too, maybe grab a couple of strips while I'm over there!

Ha, sounds like a plan!

Cs,

Sounds like you've had a shake there?



Do you know what the extra flavor add flavor 30c is referring to?

Is that maybe to make a combo like chocolate peanut butter!?!!??!!?

jfc. he treats you like **** and told you that you disgust him and he doesn't give a **** about you. why is that so hard to believe?

OK. I understand now at least your logic in all that.
I admit it has more system, than I expected.

Ask him next time ( if you haven't already) what exactly that means, when he says, that he loves you. Try to keep your emotions in check, and try to understand what exactly this words mean to him. I am sure that the essence of the answer will be: "I like that you let me treat you like a dirt and require nothing in return. It is fun to have a free access to a pussy, that requires nothing, not even compliments in return". It is fun for him to treat you bad and have sex. I completely believe that he loves the situation. And it completely doesn't matter if he gets or not that he treats you like a dick. He won't change it.

( I don't think, that that is a good course of action, I think that you should run for your sanity and never speak to him again, bur since I know you won't. You may as well try that one.)

Pleeeease, listen to RJ.

I don't know, if you already posted it somewhere, what meds exactly have you had, and which was this last one that gave you spasms?

He only wants you around so he can feel wanted since he seems to be a bit of a loser. You equate sex with love so you think he loves you. You're both codependent on one another but you're the idiot letting him walk all over you while YOU SPEND YOUR WEEKEND GOING TO SEE HIM FOR THE NEXT ROUND OF HIM ****TING ON YOU.

Not sure on the extras, but I just assumed it was to add something like chocolate sauce on top. But if you can choco/PB or choc/banana that would be prettttty delicious.

I wonder how you're supposed to order the extra flavor add flavor though?
"I'd like the extra peanut butter chocolate shake add peanut butter"?

Cs,

At places like this I'm generally too scared to push the envelope when it comes to ordering, so good chance I chicken out. But I'm hoping I can summon up the courage to try and order a mocha-banana malt with extra malt.