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Originally Posted by El Diablo
You were able to make enough money to buy an apartment, congrats!
The sad truth is that I wasn't the one who made that money. It came from other parts of my father's inheritance. The only thing that I managed to do with it is to maintain it through the years, not letting it be eaten by the inflation while barely paying my life expenses off by poker.
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Originally Posted by El Diablo
So that makes it seem like you can probably make enough to finish construction and get furniture and stuff?
And it sounds like your mom is letting you live by yourself for free in the meantime?
The problems are that:
1. I'm not satisfied by the slow pace at which I'm earning money for the construction finish. Heck, I'm not even sure if there's any positive pace atm. It might take months for me to restore my poker skill.
2. I was trying to save the relatives' respect for me, trying to convince them of my self-sustainability, in accordance with my optimistic expectations of that time, however, the poor state of my mental health is slowing my progress down, and I don't want the real extent of my mental illness to be known to the real-life environment, as that would subject me to possible corruption at psychiatric wards and a subsequent loss of economic rights, especially considering my history of what's considered gambling in Russia.
Yes, I've become proficient at hiding facts and telling white lies to everyone, including myself, but that's useful when the addressee is incapable of interpreting the truth correctly.
My brother kept his dating life in secret until he proposed because he knew our mother would detest his gf, for wrong reasons. Our parents had been trying to set us up with 'proper' daughters of their friends.
Last edited by coon74; 06-21-2017 at 11:35 PM.