I dont think I can beat baccarat, I could in the short term. I have had many winning sessions but Im pretty sure Im down overall.

I suppose its possible I could just get up and quit, so I wouldnt say impossible to beat baccarat but no I dont have any winning system

When I have won is when I was drunk and just throwing down stacks of hundred dollar chips on player or banker without really thinking about it

Brock I cant sleep right now

What do you think about my predicament

I can no longer play blackjack but the casino is still 10 minutes from me and I know everyone there and they all know me

Also its fun being there especially now that they acknowledged my superiority

Im literally the only person in the history of that place that has been 86ed then allowed back and just not allowed to play a certain game, its a long story

But anyways I have a drinking problem and when I go there I start slamming racer 5s like its going out of style and when I get hammered Im not in the best position to win

I usually do well sober tho, even at the other games

I kind of want to stay away from that place but its incredibly difficult to do that

If a girl gives you her number and you wait 3 weeks to hit her up should you expect a response?

Babs,
You haven't come in here throwing insults left and right and for that I have to commend you. Looks like you've had some kind of an epiphany, keep up the good work and keep trying to better yourself. Everyone can chance with some hard work

no

Brock I appreciate that

I throw insults left and right when trolls come out of the bushes etc

Im trying to improve myself

This casino and alcohol thing is a bit of an issue for me right now I am kind of embarrassed to admit

Good for you Babs, now be honest, aside from alcohol what kind of stimulant are you on right now? Coke? Meth? Be honest, no judgment here

Honest to God absolutely nothing not even caffeine

I came home from the casino and took a bit of a nap

49ers/Rams in 17 hours

scary game

Shanahan is God awful theres a reason this marmoset has blown 2 super bowls

I want to quit drinking but goddamn it is hard

It wouldnt be hard if I never went to the casino

Allen?

bc you don't want to quit

I actually really do but when I go there I just say **** it and start drinking

The casino is a massive trigger

Love it

DodgerIrish the meme you just posted is inspiring and is giving me extra strength right now

Listen Im not gonna sit here and say poor me blah blah

Im not looking for pity Im just trying to get better as a person

Im done being a degenerate

Why do I go to the casino and gamble and drink so much? Theres more to live than these shits

I guess I go because its always a good time

Ive spent ****in years in that place when is it gonna be enough

Should be experiencing other better things

Enough is enough

Short term pleasure at the expense of long term desirable outcomes brought on by sacrifice.

Dopamine basically.

Either way, let your yes be yes and no be no.

Own it.

Pretty much but its a bit deeper than that

Its a social thing for me too at this point

The whole place knows me its ****in ridiculous

All things in moderation, even moderation. Maybe no go for awhile with the plan to go when you deserve to. Day comes and you may no longer desire it.

You can do it beast, don't live your life like a chewed up hamburger no mo.

I watched a youtube video the other day about dopamine detox and how it could be beneficial in overcoming addiction

I gotta be honest I dont think I can ever stop

not it's not

crazy