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Originally Posted by eyesforlies
If this is true, explain the reasoning of posting about never having a proper boyfriend. It's in one of the previous links I posted. I think you were about 19 when you wrote it and said the longest relationship you had was a couple of months. You were having a huge sook. Explain please?
That was when I was about 19 like you said. I lost my vcard at age 20. Not because I couldn't or didn't have opportunities but I wanted to wait til I found someone I loved or was in a committed relationship with. I used to just be sort of the girl guys wanted to do but never seemed to want to date me. Well, some did but when a couple of them asked I'd get scared it was a joke or something and sort of play it off till they gave up. I didn't know I was doing that till later and looking back on those opportunities I had ruined. Anyways, then when I was 20 I met someone and we had a great relationship for almost 4 years.