I'll debate that internally but again, regardless this is what he is known for ...

This is amichele15. I have read all the comments and they were very warm and thoughtful. The video was very good although it made me cry... more like weeping.
Mark died because of an addiction related tragedy. Thats all I'm going to say about it. He was alone and wasn't found for a few days. He wrote to me on facebook up to September 25th. And his last posts on here were around there too. He wasn't found for atleast a week or more.
This has been a very tough thing to go through. We had our problems, tough times, scandals, pointless drama, etc. But the reason we always stuck it out together is because we went through a lot and always smiled and laughed together later.
Everything reminds me of him. Every time I see something or a place that has memories of him or even hearing his name makes my insides hurt and feels like a kick in the stomach. I see things you liked before and I see things you will never get the chance to like. You left so damn early.
Mark, I will never forget our special memories. When you were in a bad mood one day and I ran outside and danced in the rain until you finally were laughing and joined me for a romantic kiss in the downpour. The time you walked all the way to my house across town to give me flowers, balloons, and gifts for my birthday. The trip to the lake house. Your dry and witty sense of humor and your impeccable imitations of people.
I hate that you're gone. I hate that you will miss out on all that you wanted. I hate that you were taken once your goals and hopes were almost and nearly achieved. I can't imagine what your dad (and mom) is feeling right now. I know he took it hard.
I feel bad and guilty now when I wake up in a warm bed. When a great song is on or the sun is in your face. When I bite into a juicy peach or see your favorite cheesecake. When I see a sunset. Seeing families with a newborn. These and a million others are experiences you wont get and it breaks me to pieces. I think of you all alone for days having been cold and blue and I just want to wrap you in a blanket and tell you everything is going to be okay.
I have had dreams of you. One is when I suddenly see you and run into your arms saying "you died!", "how are you alive!?". I wake up sweating and crying and crying even more when I realize it was just a dream.
I hope you are in a comforting place now. I will always miss you, want you, love you, and I will never forget you. You are always on my mind and in my heart.
I love you so much. So much.

I'm speechless.

Not in a good way I assure you.

This is flatout wrong and a lie from everything I've learned about what happened, and **** you for posting this here.

You put him through sheer hell during the last several months of his life. I know this because he'd talk to me at length about it. And you know the great thing about Mark? Even after all the HELL you put him through, with the false allegations and getting him arrested, and the severe anxiety surrounding all of that, he STILL worried about you and was concerned about your well being. That makes him a much better person than I am, because I would have taken every step possible to make your life 10x the living hell you made his. You don't get to post here about how sad you are and how wonderful you thought he was. You're a lowlife piece of **** and I wish nothing but bad things for you.

And I'll just leave this here for posterity, you piece of ****:

I know I can't tell people where to post, but imo this thread is more appropriate for the ****storm that looks like it's brewing in the RIP thread.

I know but I'm so pissed off I'm shaking. jesus ****ing chist.

imo, take it to the other thread. I expect Killa will zap all this anyway in this thread.

RIP Mark.

So wrong.

you poor thing.



amichele...out on good behavior for the holidays??

Might be wise to just lock this, nuke michelle's post about mark and permaban her to stop this ****storm before it starts.

Just read the other thread...Jesus jmakin. You need to relax bro. Why do you care so much that you have physical reactions?

As crazy as she is, amich appears to care about him, and he about her. They stayed together for nearly a year despite their problems. She's not some callous bitch without any semblance of a soul...she's just a girl with some problems and a pretty ****ty way (for other people, sometimes) of dealing with them.

You're getting down into misogyny here, man.

LOL give me a ****ing break. I was friends with him on here and spent a lot of time getting to know him, plus who knows how many hours actually following this pathetic ****show over the last year or however long it's been

try actually reading the thread

^^^^

I hope the guy dating the BPD is paying attention to this. Even with his death, amichele is trying to make it all about her. Pathetic. She's not capable of caring about anyone but herself.

And, Trusthsayer, you really are an idiot.

jmakin speaking the truth.

Preach on brotha.

The post Jmakin dug up in the other thread demonstrates why she shouldn't be allowed to post this **** about him.

Ok, joining the piling on...history aside, that post is also one of the worst written and hackneyed things I've ever read.

"I'm not gonna say how he died except I will hint at it - oh by the way he wasn't found for a week! Poor me!"

(not even true by the way)

The only acceptable post she could have ever made here is saying "Wow, I'm a huge POS, I feel really awful about how I treated him and how our relationship went."

Yeah, someone posted that he had died within three days of his last activity on 2+2, so that can't even be true.

And her whole post was just over the top melodramatic bull****, which is pretty much what you'd expect from a bpd looking to soak up the sympathy for her "suffering."

That was really weird.

Her bizarre post is a sad and unfortunate but oddly fitting postscript to this unfortunate tale.

No YOU don't have any ****ing right to say anything about his and mine relationship. I wouldn't care if someone I hated was in deep pain from losing someone close to them, I would never be mean to someone grieving a loss.
You think you'd have made my life a living hell? Then if you knew the other side of the story and wasn't so biased than you'd understand we both took part in this stupid soap opera you pussies love.
You have NO clue what really went on between us. You heard from him the bad and how horrible I supposedly was. Why would he stay with me then and even write that he misses and still loves me a few days before his death. I told him for 2 months I wanted that picture down. I even told him that week that I was going to the magistrate if he didn't do anything and he didn't care. I did not want him to be punished. I even told that to my lawyer and the magistrate that I simply wanted the pictures down. That is why we nolle prossed the charges. Because he had finally taken them down so in court we dropped it.
I have not hurt him anymore than he hurt me as well. None of you seem to understand that when you have never met me nor mark in person, you are only relying on these dumb posts to judge someones character and really don't know anything from this 'he said, she said' crap.
I think you are immature to say hurtful things to me, whom you don't know at all, in this kind of situation. Who the **** cares that we were on bad terms for the last few months or that we had a rocky/unhealthy relationship or that we broke up on bad terms? He's dead. No matter what he did to me or what I did to him. We DID love each other and you have some courage (hiding behind your keyboard) to blow up like that. I don't want sympathy or pity from any of you and I wrote it to let people know more about his death and then decided to add great things about him both for my own therapeutic reasons and to show the good in him considering him and I were usually attacking each other on here a lot.
Its hilarious you said I put him in pain. We were arrested together by the way, it was for drinking related charges, not the charge I made for the pics. I sat in jail for over 7 months while he bonded out the next day. The charge was a misdemeanor and nothing to even worry about. The reason it was nolle prossed was because my dad said it was taken down so I told my lawyer that and we dropped it there and then.
By the way, Mark was arrested once because a girl claimed he raped her in a drunken pass out. He got off it because she didn't want to testify. THAT is why he freaks out about these things.
Stop thinking and saying I'm the antagonist and he's some victim. I put up for a lot his problems. I have my own problems too and we all know it but I am no worse than he was as well. AS IN WE WERE NOT GOOD TO BE TOGETHER AND HAD A BIPOLAR RELATIONSHIP (sometimes great, sometimes horrendous) BUT THAT DOES NOT MEAN EITHER OF US ARE BAD PEOPLE AND THAT I CANT RIGHTFULLY MOURN FOR HIM.

He was arrested because you allegated false charges against him for "selling" pics of you online. I know you know this. Lying here isn't going to save any face for you. Hell, maybe even in your own warped mind, it's true to you.

It wasn't "dropped then and there" - the case hung over his head for several months, and I'm not gonna reveal any PM details, but it weighed heavily on him and his stress level to deal with your bull****.

Your post was pathetic. You are pathetic. The "info" you shared about his death isn't even true and only served to let us know how alone he was without you. I'll tell you, it's not true, and from talking with some of his friends, he was surrounded by a lot of great people in the last weeks of his life and was not alone by any means at all.

I'll quote it again because **** you:

omg, he has PM's to 'prove' it