When I was like 8 I had a crush on some girl in
Little House on the Prairie. First I can remember. I recall she's deaf in that role so I might be mixing things up, as googling doesn't come up for that.
In my teenage years I always kept a folder of Ethan Hawke pics. As I'm straight it's interesting to think about it now. Just some kind of role model I guess.
Also Julie Delpy has always been ****ing hot. Must be still on my you-know-what bucket list at 48 y.o.