trying to relax. felt good waves almost immediately after drinking the tea. i haven't broken through yet (30 mins in). i honestly wasn't expecting this to be very profound and planned to scribe general feelings along the way.

the previous trip i took reached a point of absurdness that i didn't really want to mess with again.

i'm slamming keys and spider webs + light pink floral patterns are sprinkling along with each stroke. the monitor appears a touch strange and interesting.

Yumyum

i belched and a batch of negative feelings just left me. i ponder on the patterns of life and reflect on its simplicity.

simple stuff really

Lol, how you holding up, Tuma? Any idea dosage size? Also where the **** did you acquire that box?

What up BH. Real talk - I love what you do and are all about.

I'm doing great right now, thanks. Up and down trip, a lot of sadness and reflection. Also moments of strength and resolve. The best moment was flexing in front of side-mirror and for an instant feeling like a strong beast. I spent a good portion of time trying to figure out what was missing in my pockets - usually I'm a 1-2-3 guy: cell phone, keys, wallet. One of the three was missing and I coped with infinite procrastination.

This didn't bog me down too much though, it's all explained with "unfinished systems" or quantum states - I'm no expert but it was all tied together, tragic, and beautiful.

I saw irony everywhere. Even here, now. I've been toxic and loud and upsetting for years, and I'm still here communicating as if my experience is more important than anyone's. It's not, but I feel blessed that I am still welcomed around by everyone that didn't leave this site.

I made sure to think about the world champion (magnus) as much as I could, chuckling along at what insanities he has seen and championed. I have posted about Karjakin giving him fits, but what really elongated my smile was when The Chess Queen (russia) pointed out an accidental rule violation of the 'you touch it, you must move it' type of thing which for a moment pissed him off as he stormed off. Something about that compared next to Hikaru's 'j'adoube' mistake against Levon seemed interestingly similar.

Oh shoot, you asked me something

8th, made two doses of tea. I tossed in frozen berries to help chill and for a lil' reward at the end. Ended up pouring out most of the second dose, I wish for the homies but things were just getting too heavy. Box is from the hood, Detroit yo. A buddy gave it to me to help the trip I guess.

I feel like good progress was made and I'm now quite tired.

Appreciate the response! I always enjoy reading your perspective, it's unique.

Awesome.

Tuma!!!

Tuma never disappoints! <3

Im the Deputy Minister of the Tuma Appreciation Society

no admittance

Tried gbl earlier this week. Did it with an ex-cop guy I know who is a walking pharmacy. Did 1.2ml with lemonade and then 0.5ml redose after 1 hour because I didn't feel **** yet (had a big dinner which can affect it). The high was OK very similar to drinking without the hangover. But this **** is dangerous and can put you in a coma with wrong dosage. Was back to 420 the next day, that's more like it!

What is GBL?


From what you described, that doesn't seem like it would appeal to me at all.

Pretty sure it's a close relative of GHB. Party drugs that are easy to go overboard with. I've only dabbled with GHB myself, fun stuff.

Edit: Could actually really go for some molly right meow.

Yeah it's minor variant of ghb. It's pretty much like drinking without the toxicity And I've heard the withdrawal is really bad if you become dependent. Honda is very quick to believe 15 to 30 minutes and lasts couple of hours

I don't think I could ever enjoy something I knew could really damage me if I took slightly too much. I battle mortality every time I'm on edibles even though I know that it won't be the cause of death, should I drop dead. Lol

Sounds like **** called 14B i tried years ago

Exact same supposed effects, in a dropper of clear liquid

I can't seem to wrap my mind around the idea of feeling drunk without drinking liquid. Seems odd.

A clean drunk, you might say? Odd. One thing I really like about LSD, is that I get pretty F'd in the brain without feeling intoxicated. Liquor and lots of THC definitely gives me the feeling that I've ingested some dirty stuff that my body wants to fight off.

My LSD guru and buddy used to say the trip was a side-effect of your body fighting to save itself from the poison (" "). I'm not sure he's right, but it seemed profound at the time (while tripping, ldo)

RIP two years gone :-(

I heard that about shrooms.

The guy i know mixes it into juice or soda wafter and sips it at parties. Everyone just thinks he's a happy drunk!

While at Cal Poly in the early 80s.

Was living at a ranch house on a big property four of us had rented. For the past couple days we had been hearing about a ginormous Brahma bull loose in the neighborhood who so far had evaded capture.

That weekend we had a party and someone brought shrooms from the legendary grower/source in Santa Barbara who was later found shot through the head in a supplier turf war (that’s another story).

Around midnight the shrooms were kicking in and everyone decided to go for a walk. I lost the rock/paper/scissors contest and had to stay behind and not go till all the dishes were washed.

After realizing that I could not remember the process of washing dishes, I went out to catch up with my friends. I could hear them in the brush down by the basketball court and followed the noise, asking them to wait up. I remember that on that cold crisp night there were stars on the ground as well as in the sky.

No need to tell you who I found when I caught up but the sight of a giant bull ten feet away staring you down with steam shooting out of his nostrils is even more surreal when your senses are distorted.

My 80+ yr old neighbor has tremors which have gotten really bad over the past month. I asked him if he wanted to try some weed (not sure he has tried any in decades if ever) and to my surprise he says yes. He says its gotten so bad that hes willing to try anything. Says he prefers an edible... Not sure how much to give him? Any chance it even helps? Dont really want to **** with whatever routine he has going if it has no chance of helping.

5mg. And maybe something that's 1:1 with CBD.

My stepdad had viciously shaky hands prior to starting a constant stream of cannabis through his body. Hands have been pretty sturdy last few years.


Funny story about the bull!

Yes definitely not more than 10mg, and CBD mix or pure CBD would be the way to go.