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Originally Posted by ClarkNasty
OP,
I, like others, have had lots of experience with a clinically diagnosted partner with BPD.
She must go to therapy regularly. With a clinical, PhD therapist who is experienced in this realm. Most therapists do not fit that criteria. Non-negotiable. It will be the best money you could possibly spend.
Please read this book:
I will buy it for you if you PM me.
There are about a million books your s/o should read. I would recommend the following at least:
A Guide to Rational Living
Also Mastery of Love
You will deal with great highs and great lows. The search for the highs will help get you through the lows but it will exhaust you. You need to relentlessly establish and enforce personal boundaries. You will have to develop empathy well beyond your current ability. It can get better, but it takes a concerted effort over time by both of you. Therapy, reading and writing by her will be key. Find activities without distractions that are grounding for her and enjoyable for you. But most importantly, be ready for a long, hard road should you continue down this path.
Thanks a heap for the reccomendations, mate, I'm not much of a reader but I have ordered "Stop Walking on Eggshells", and my gf actually has "A Guide To Rational Living". What do you mean by "establishing and enforcing personal boundaries" though? Because I am worried that if I brought up something like that, that she would take it the wrong way and think I am trying to be her therapist, rather than her partner, and last time that happened she started going on a whole "So you think I'm a freak? I know I'm a freak" thing, and I don't want to go through that again.
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Originally Posted by dalerobk2
Seriously, OP, what kind of parents were yours? Did they exhibit traits of a PD? This would explain a lot. You need to become more self-aware of this, so you can break the pattern. I speak from experience. Read a ton about this. Buy books. Memorize them. You don't want to spend the rest of your life in this hell.
My parents were/are distant, but don't have PD's as far as I know, or show any real traits of PD's, either.
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Originally Posted by longmissedblind
BPD chicks will screw other dudes behind your back too
She wouldn't do that.
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Originally Posted by skunkworks
Generalizations like this require more scrutiny. BPD people are not all cheaters -- having impulse control issues doesn't automatically make you an addict, gambler, alcoholic, cheater, or whatever.
Exactly.
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Originally Posted by crashjr
That may be true, but OP has a BPD gf. One of the best things about having a BPD gf, and the main reason guys get into relationships with BPD women, is the wild uninhibited sex.
Most of us aren't worried about a 400lbs whale with BPD cheating on anything other than McD's with BK. We also aren't sexing them unless we are kevroc. The ones we are sexing are far more likely to be of the cheating kind.
Being wild and uninhibited doesn't mean she would cheat on me. I have an ex from when I was 19, who was the most vanilla girl you could ever meet. She wouldn't do anything other than missionary, and she was so vanilla, that she would move my hands away from her if I touched her breast in the act. And she cheated on me. Cheating has nothing to do with what a girl likes to do in the bedroom and the impulses she has. Espicially seeing, my girl is practically living with me right now, so it's not like she has to go far to fulfill them. I could see if it was a Long-Distance relationship it would be hard though, but that's not the case.
I see a lot of comments saying how despite how great 95% of the time is, how hard that 5% can and will be. And I won't deny it, her mood-swings, and some of the things she has done and said to me when upset definately affects me, hearing someone you love screaming to you how they are going to kill themselves and saying they hate you, followed by them throwing themselves at you in tears, really messes with my psychological state and hurts me. I am not in denial of that at all. But again though, that 95% of the time is not like with any other girl I have been with, and even during the 5%, I sort of feel like I owe it to her to be there for her when she is having an "attack" as sort of my way of showing her that I appreciate the happiness she brings me the other 95% of the time... if that makes sense?
Last edited by MichaelScarn; 10-28-2013 at 09:24 AM.