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Originally Posted by capone0
Why do you keep doing that? We told you last year for him to hit the curb, you went back and the relationship flopped and you still want more. Why are some people this....desperate.
I don't know what's wrong with me. My therapist says I have some traumatic abandonment issues, so when I feel love I grab on tight and grasp at hope, and create a delusion of being loved. He says that Code 3 doesn't really care about me and I can't see it because I've never experienced a healthy relationship and don't know what real love looks like. I'm scared of being abandoned and seeing the truth that I'm not really loved by Code 3 and have created this delusion to keep myself from feeling pain.