My interview went great. The guy said I seemed like a really upstanding person and was impressed with the examples of systems I designed. He told me that 165 ppl applied for the job, they interviewed 10 and he would bring me back for a third interview next week.
The company seems good too. It's small and privately owned and they design some really cool systems for the food and beverage industry.
Thanks guys! I'll try to maintain composure if I don't get it and not trouble you with angry rants and self loathing, but if they tell me some they picked some guy they think has more experience I'm gonna be upset.
Been there, done that, then I went and fell in love many more times.
Now I find life to be better if I don't fall for someone like that anymore, it's too intense for my age. You need to find that happy medium where you can have a relationship and live a regular life too.
Saying he can't "forgive you for hitting him" and using it to hold out on sex sounds like manipulation.
You shouldn't have hit him, but the mental state you have been in recently is really bad and has seemed chaotic at times. Having someone who will hold things against you and use them to manipulate you mentally is really unhealthy for someone in your position.
Is there something he wants, or is this his way of breaking up with you?
I know he wanted to get out of going to a 4th of July party with me this weekend.
He wants me to stay around long enough to pay rent on this place until the lease is up because he can't afford it on his own.
I just don't get it. The last couple of weeks have been good. My mom was here for a couple of days and he was great. We were having fun all week. Then last night he goes to podcast with the bitches and he's txting me he can't have sex with me and will never forgive me for hitting him, and he sees me differently now.
They appear to have some sort of a codependent mutually manipulative relationship where code is in a massively dominant position of control, but they both engage in similar types of behavior.