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Originally Posted by TomCollins
You know she's gonna look like her mom in 20 years, right? And still be crazy?
Her mom wouldn't be too bad if she lost a little weight and the glasses.
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Originally Posted by wazz
OP, why is asparagus like anal sex?
idk how
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I don't know if this has been asked, but OP do you think you have any mental problems of your own? I can't decide if you are a normal guy dealing with an abnormal situation or if you are pretty twisted. Having sex with a girl that looks that young while she thinks she's nine or whatever is really freaking me out. On the other hand, you're having a relatively normal consensual relationship with a fellow adult, so I dunno.
Yeah could be. I've had some pretty bad bouts of depression here and there. I'll probably end up in therapy over it once all this settles down.
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Originally Posted by VoraciousReader
No, I don't think you did at all. The fact that Little Michelle comes on to you does not make it okay. Children sometimes (often) want things that are bad for them. That is why they have parents/caretakers that say "no" on their behalf.
Sexual abuse often feels physically good to the victim. It doesn't change the fact that it is abuse, or that the victim is not ready for it. It also can make dealing with the abuse more difficult psychologically because admitting it feels good makes the victim feel guilty.
What does her therapist think about the fact that you have sexual relations with LM? This is genuine curiosity, btw, because I can imagine an argument for doing it, but I'd really like to know what the therapist says.
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Agree.
She doesn't seem to think there's any problem with it considering (stuff in my reply to Tony Lepatata's question).
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Originally Posted by speedle
such a sick thread, such an interesting subject... thanks for doing this man, I dont have any questions for now but will def post them if/when they do come up
Go for it.
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Originally Posted by JustJ46671
which one will be most likely to kill you in your sleep (or is it one you haven't met yet)?
tough to bail when you're in love, but when monster matty comes after you with a can of gas and zippo...well, good luck bro.
If I had to answer now, I'd say either none of them or one that I haven't met yet (if any more are there).
Yeah I know. Thanks.
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Originally Posted by Rushmore
I am speechless. Just, I, well...I don't know what to say.
You need to take an airplane far away. FAR away.
"Little Michelle noms on a book, Normal Michelle does this or that..."
You realize that girl looks like she's 13 years old, right?
Also, this picture is downright scary:
I don't know why the picture is so dark. It's more brighter on my phone and she was happy to be progressing and getting help.
And yes I've given her hell about looking so young since the first time I saw her.
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Originally Posted by xbeatax
I read most of this but a lot of it actually started to disgust and upset me so I had to stop.
1) Were you introduced to all of her personalities all at once or did they develop over time?
2) Are you a "normal" dude? What do you do for a living?
Also, has anyone else noticed that most tiny/small girls are ****ing bonkers?
1) It's in
this post.
2) I was in school when I met her, hit the pause button on school to play poker and build a financial cushion, and that's when stuff went haywire. I stopped playing poker mostly and tutor math and write.
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Originally Posted by Aloysius
OP - first, this is a very interesting thread, so thanks for it.
I agree with alot of this, and have 2 questions around this idea:
Question 1 - have you carefully thought through / considered the notion that your being with her right now is actually hindering a potential full recovery? What do her therapists think about her being in an intense, romantic relationship at this stage?
Question 2 - I think it's pretty clear that you enjoy the part of the relationship where you take care of her. Save her. This isn't uncommon a driver for men and their attraction to women... but it's safe to say this is an extreme version of that impulse. My question is (and we haven't really heard alot about your own story) - why do you think this is for you?
I'm sorry - why is this "neat"? Just curious.
Thanks, OP!
-Al
Quite welcome.
1) Yes, and it was heavy on me for a while, until her therapist randomly brought it up one day in front of us both and wanted to assure me that this would have happened eventually whether we were together or not, and that our relationship is probably making it happen sooner rather than later because of how her comfort level changed.
2) I mentioned this in an earlier response, but up until March of this year, everything that happened was more along the lines of "oh that's weird" than "holy crap run". The only time I've ever felt in immediate danger was the conflict with Matilda, even though for a while after she came back home from the hospital I sort of had this lingering fear of omfg what if she's going to cut my throat in my sleep. Before that, and even after that, I've never been in any sort of danger myself. As for why this is for me, well I pretty much went from never wanting to get married to seriously considering marrying her in the year and a half we were together before the seizures started. That's just how strongly I felt for her, and how well we got along, and so on and so forth. I heavily re-evaluated around the time the seizures started, then again around the time the Matilda thing started. Sometimes I wonder if I would have been exposed to it all at one time if I would have stayed around, instead of incrementally being introduced to it.
@neat, I just thought it was interesting along the lines of the whole anxiety thing, more related to poker psychology than the stuff in this thread probably.