So did I.

What did you use to mix it with Vitamin C or Citric?

Did you filter it through a cigarette filter?

Did you use to reuse the cigarette filters to get a hit if you didn't have any gear?

Have you ever squirted blood all up the wall when injecting, did you use your groin?

1. i've only used water when cooking up dope. the only time i used citric acid was for shooting crack.

2. sometimes. otherwise use any cotton or the needle exchange gives out small cotton balls

3. that's called a rinse where i come from. and yes you do it to get your sick off. it helps for a little. i would reuse any cotton or scrape bags, reuse cookers.

4. i've gotten blood everywhere. can't say i've ever squirted blood on the wall. well i have maybe a little bit when i would rinse out a needle after use, there would be a little bit of blood in it. never shot in the groin myself. just arms, hands, feet, legs (if possible, kinda hard to do sometimes, depends on the person). I almost shot in my wang once just to say i did, but backed off. seems stupid. i could always find a different vein.

100% wrong.

to be more clear of this, how does each first time compare.

i know a lot of people say oxycontin is basically the same thing as heroin just in pill form. do you agree with this? if not, what does heroin do that oxy's dont? thanks alot.

Would you ever consider using Iboga? (very long psychadelic trip that apparently destroys all cravings/addictions)

I only shot an OC once, so I don't have as much authority to answer that, i think Layzie might have better insight into that. my tolerance to dope was so high when i shot that 80 mg OC that I didn't even feel it. That was like a week ago. I used to snort the **** out of OC's though, and i would say snorting a couple 80's ($90-100 where i live) is simular to shooting about $20 worth of dope without the initial rush. I'de say they are simular, but i found snorting OC's with a low tolerance kept me ****ed up longer than shooting dope with a low tolerance. I'de still way rather shoot dope though. nothing compares to that rush. I kinda thought OC withdrawal was very close, but with more muscle pain. I don't know I think that depends on the person.

I would try that **** in a second!!! i saw that on an episode of law & order and thought it was made up, but apparently it isn't. I just don't understand how a hallucinogen can be able to destroy ALL craving. I've done A LOT of acid and mushrooms ( i guess i did quit smoking cigs when i was on mushrooms). I realize it's a different drug. Just saying i would be skeptical. sounds expensive and hard to find in America.

Did you use the Kisag cream balls for the laughing gas?

Does brown cocaine exist? (I found an ex-heroin addict friend smoking something brown off tin foil once, and he claimed it was cocaine and offered it to me. I declined.)

Good luck man, I really hope you pull through.

any updates on your situation Layzie? I'm assuming you made it into the detox clinic since you haven't posted for a little while.

good luck brother! It's all in your head, just remember that

ben

This thread is really disturbing. Best of luck to you layzie and foldem.

thanks jsnipes! I've never really come out about any of this to strangers before it's kinda weird. I think it's kind of therapeutic though. I guess it's better to talk about your problems then bottle them away.

I wouldn't wish my situation on my worst enemies. No one should ever have to experience this ****. Everyone I know who started around when I did, is either dead or still using with about a 50/50 ratio. You think losing your two BEST friends, ODing in the hospital, and having a stroke would wise one up a little. And here I sit, high as **** nodding out at my keyboard as I type this.......


EDIT: wait!! there is one person who I know who's been clean for 5 years. She's a huge inspiration for me, and helps remind me that sobriety is possible.

Layzie must have made it to the clinic cause i sent him a PM yesterday and he hasn't responded. That should be a good sign. stay strong bro

this is one of those situations where op not making a presence is either REALLY good or REALLY REALLY bad. gl layzie drugs suck

that thought did cross my mind in my last post but I didn't want to say it for obvious reasons.

In my personal experience though, people that overdose on heroin usually OD when they've stopped for a little while or when they don't have a tolerance. Their tolerance lowers and then they use the same amount they used to, and fall out and/or die.

That's how I OD'd, and that's how ALL the people I know who have died from dope have gone.

It appears that Layzie was using up until his trip to the detox, so in my opinion that is a good sign he is alive.

The one situation where I could see him ODing is, him knowing he's going into detox so he might make his last shot a bigger one you know as a send off.

Or he could be sick as **** and not want to go on his computer. The first 4-5 days of withdrawal, I don't do anything but get off my couch to go puke or poo. I won't even answer my cell.

He did say he was going to stay off the internet for a while (off the phone anyway) so presumably it might be a good sign if he doesn't post.

What's the craziest story you have about trying to score smack? (any of the heroin people)

The irony of a junkie abandoning his own 'ask me' thread is awesome.

Dear Layzie: your use is affecting 2p2 in the following ways...

seriously though good luck to everyone and thank you for sharing your struggles.

shut up

edit; i wish you luck on your recovery

Disturbing wasn't the word that came to my mind. I find it pretty touching that the guy never cared enough about his own health to post a thread but doesn't mind typing out essays to help layzie. kinda cool but maybe im just being emo

gl to both of them

Nothing comes to mind for me... I've done some pretty elaborate lying to get people to lend me money. Nothing I'm proud of that's for sure. If I think hard enough I can probably come up with some crazy story from one of my Chicago adventures or from my band's travels around the country, but nothing comes to mind.

I've never stolen money or done any kind of sexual favors. I still don't understand how someone can get so hooked that they would suck a pee pee just to get high. I would rather be sick, but that's just me I guess. I've always known dealers, or middle men from my city so I never really had to jump through too many hoops to score.

Congrats! You sir are an A-hole. I consider myself very open minded and I can find humor in almost anything, but that comment is just down right stupid.

I can keep answering questions and posting in this thread until Layzie comes back if you guys want. I sent Layzie a PM saying I wasn't trying to hi-jack his thread, just trying to help.

Like I said before, I find it a little therapeutic to talk about this stuff, since I rarely ever talk about it to anyone I know personally. Plus since I'm one of the few people on here it seems that fully understands what Layzie is going through, I figure I might be able to help him out in some little way, as well as helping my self by talking about it.

But with that being said, if Layzie or you guys don't mind, I'll keep up on this thread until he gets back. I got so much experience and information on this topic it kind of scares me a little...