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Originally Posted by Layzie
Here's an example: I'm just simply jealous of people that get up in the morning, drink a nice cup of coffee and read the newspaper. I love doing that, but I just wish I could look forward to that instead of how i'm going to get well in the morning. I'm sorry it's just really hard to explain what I mean.
It's crazy, I said almost the exact same thing as you did here just yesterday.
I was just explaining this to a fellow junkie friend of mine and we came to the conclusion that no one can really understand this without going through years of heroin use. Sounds really ridiculous but only hardcore users can understand.
I was thinking of doing an ask me thread just like this, but i'm glad you did cause i would suck and getting back to peoples questions
. i've been on and off Heroin for 7 years. unfortunately, I'm still struggling.
couple questions to OP:
ever use suboxone to curb withdrawal? I've always done a crash coarse of about a week of suboxone use tapering less and less each day. it makes it way more bearable. I was able to keep a job for the most part. right now i'm either on dope or a piece of suboxone.
do you associate with other junkies? I find most of them to be kinda "holier than thou" in regards to their heroin addictions. not when associating with other users but with people who don't use. It's like a "i'm going through this horrible problem that none of you will ever come close to understanding" kinda attitude a "I'm cooler than you because of it" kinda thing. does that make sense? i'm kind of sick right now.
You ever do a speedball? that in my opinion is the best thing i've ever experienced. a couple weeks ago i shot a huge speed ball and snorted a pill of exstacy. think that was the best actually.
benny