I am a 6mx turbo sng player.

When I play my games, I can catch which players are recreational players and what their leaks are.
However, I usually lose the games. Yet I am almost break even player, but I am nearly accustomed to lose games.
I think that I am too impatient when both I win chips and lose it
It is because I want to have my successful career as fast as possible in poker.
I love poker and want to be super good player.
Therefore, serious or pro players, how did you control yourself when you feel frustrating about the result of your games, and how did you develop your skills????

Do the following:
1. No more turbos
2. Try full ring
3. Play 1 cent 2 cent cash games so you can improve

How do you identify your leaks?
What resources do you use to study off the table? What videos or training sites do you watch, what books have you read?
How do you track your success or failures?
What is your ratio of off to on table work?
What script or decision tree do you go through when facing action? What factors do you consider?
What are you markers that you use to tell when you are tilting?

Poker is hard. There are a ton of players who also want to be good. Wanting to be good is not enough, you need to be disciplined, dedicated, and talented to be a winning player at the more competitive stakes.

Poker is a game of luck and skill. The longer you play, the more the skill element can be brought into play. Playing turbos minimizes the skill element and emphasizes the luck for each tournament. Even in the longer run, turbos emphasize having a better push/fold strategy than your opponents.

It is clear you're in a hurry in your selection of games (turbos), how you play (win chips fast) and where you want to go (success fast). You say you love poker. My guess is that your love is for gambling, not poker. That is a sign of addiction. The question to determine whether you love poker or gambling is simple. How would you react if you were at a poker table for an hour and didn't play a hand?

No need to tell us the answer. All I'll say is that people who crave action mostly are losers in poker. Until you control that, you can't have long term success in poker.

Thank you all who replied to my question.
Those all are very critical and helpful for me.
I have changed many parts of my game.

I play no more any turbo games, and instead of that I started to grind micro zoom poker with studying GTO poker.

Now I am not a loser at least in these stakes.
My ROI is 13.7bb / 100 on $50 buy in games (volume: 115,301 hands).

When I started my grinding your replies were really juicy!
Again Thank you guys and GL!!!