Thanks guys! My wife used to be and still is bugged once in awhile with me playing alot of poker, but since it is pretty much the only reason we could afford to go to st marteen for our honeymoon shes been a bit more understanding. Shes joked about playing a couple times and I've offered to work with her, but shes not really into grinding and studying, and having played some home games with her, she'd have to do both, shes pretty crazy sometimes when playing, you guys would love to play with her
Hardest part for me is balancing BR building and withdrawing at this point, trying to make poker a supplemental income to my normal work, so trying to build the roll, while keeping out of debt for the most part, renovate house, ect. Not to mention the confidence issues, its hard to put in enough volume with various games, cash/sng/mtt to know what I'm actually winning at and what im getting lucky in. I really wish I could just know without a doubt that I can beat this type of game(whichever it may be) and grind knowing its just variance that will swing back up.