Hey guys,
Thanks a lot for all the input. I have decided not to take the loan. As all of you have assured me its a bad idea. I wasn't thinking clearly as i had just found out about being redundant. So i was a little frustrated. I have actually decided to go back home to Auckland. Yes I am a Kiwi. I have decided to become partners with my brother in his business in Auckland and live the comfortable life. Will start playing online micro and start learing from there. Gotta do my online phase to become a better player. I know that. Just never had enough time and patience for it.
The reason i have no savings is as you all said, i have life leaks and no money management. I live very very comfortably and spend when i like. Some of it goes to Poker as well. E.g. Played all 3 day 1s at WSOP APAC event 1 and played few satellites. That was just under 6k in 2 weeks. Ran deep (5hours, 6 hours, and 8 hours. levels on day 1 lasted 9 hours) in all day 1s and just got really unlucky in one day. and couple of bad moves in one day and i cant remember what happened in the other day.
Thanks all again.
Will hear from me when i make it in Poker