so iv never got into uni or anything now. all options are closed for this year. Maybe next year. Now im at a point where idk wtf to do.
Iv got back problems that my job isnt helping ie heavy lifting moving, bent over welding most of day etc. but i cant afford to leave my job :sigh:
One foreign guy at works says im mad for staying here, i should save up enough for a plane ticket to somewhere and just ****ing go. Have enough for a few weeks rent etc Now that teh gf and I are finished iv nothing really stopping me as i was waiting on her to finish uni before i would move. But idk what to do. Have no friends anywhere that i could move to. I suppose i could always head somewhere, get bar work and grind poker for RB for extra $$$ for a year and then come back next year in time for a new uni course and a few weddings of friends and family.
If it wasnt for the wedding of said best friends and brother id just move to the states as i know a guy there who would help me out but i dont wana outstay my visa to come home and never get back in.
Decisions suck balls. Magic 8 ball ftw