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I can't say, "I built this" and marvel at my achievement. If I could, I think I would look upon poker more fondly.
I'm building financial security. I'm making certain (unless I run superbad in life I guess) I won't have to worry a day trying to make ends meet. I'm building never snapping at my wife/children because of money worries. I'm building never
having to stay in a job I hate because I have to pay rent and can't afford to take a couple of monts of no income while finding something else. I'm building more chances and opportunities to do what I want in life, both for me and my current and future loved ones. I don't know about you but that seems like building something to me.
*edit* And, apparantly contrary to everybody else, I love what playing online poker has done for my personality. I am much more productive and motivated than I ever was. It is such a great feeling to eg work on not tilting and then notice yourself not tilt in spots where you would have. It's a great incentive that the amount of work and volume you put into poker is much much more correlated to your results than pretty much any other job. It's showed me the value of hard work (I got by in school on talent) better than an office job ever could have, and that has carried over in the rest of my life (I am much better at working out, improving myself in all sorts of ways than I was before playing poker). I don't know what you guys are doing wrong tbh. You have what must be a top 1% job when we talk about the correlation between what you put into it and the results (over a year or a 5 year period let's say) and you guys start slacking/can't get motivated to put in effort, wtf? If I work hard and start working very hard my hourly jumps by what, 30-40%? That (expected that is, promotions etc) of my friend the programmer jumps with... 5% at the most? I'd hate to think what you'd be like in a job with a boss that doesn't appreciate what you do. Suicide?
Fwiw, I've been pro for 3 years and apart from maybe the first two months I have never felt more motivated than now. Sure, there are bad moments, like in any other thing in life, but that doesn't mean that what I wrote about there being a great incentive to do your very very best isn't true.
Last edited by kaby; 04-05-2011 at 04:43 PM.