I've played 5/10+ for the last 2 years and hated pretty much every hand i played because of how pissed off it would make me, i didn't think anything bad could really come from it though, i just thought of it as an annoyance.
Then in mid october partly due to poker and other causes like MDMA, coke, coming off diet pills, not eating enough, sickness etc i had a huge panic attack whilst in Argentina and had to fly home a few days later to find out wtf was wrong with me. To cut a long story short, the panic attacks persisted and i spiralled in to what you might call burnout or nervous breakdown.
I am in the process of recovering from it now and should be back to full health in a month or so. Meditation is now a very big part of my life and i practice for around 1 hour a day though i'll likely start doing more. for anybody suffering with something similar such as generalised anxiety you MUST get "self help for your nerves" ("hope and help for your nerves" in the US) by Dr. Claire Weekes.
Anyway, nice post OP
Meditation is invaluable for reducing stress/anxiety.
Last edited by Fletcher19; 01-02-2010 at 02:53 PM.