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Originally Posted by EastCoastBalla
I read your post and I'm still confused as to why you are leaving.
I'm leaving because I'm not very happy and also because I'm broke financially. I don't think I approached bankroll management and skill development the right way. The right way to do it is what you see with Doug Polk and Ryan Fee, in a team, reviewing hands and running sims, etc. I did review hands for awhile from HM2 but did it on my own. I did not get staked, played 100% of myself this is not smart. Should divvy up action amongst a crew of solid players and review hands/strategy together. Either way, I learned the hard way how to NOT make a living playing poker.
All in all, besides the money, I feel poker is somewhat of a toxic game in general. Even if you are crushing/winning that means someone or some people out there are losing. Zero sum game. I'd rather do something with my life where everyone benefits (symbiotic). I'm just sick of the emotional swings and financial swings. I would rather invest my time/energy into skills like learning Microsoft Excel on an advanced level where that can always make me money from a job with no downside and can put on a resume. Cannot put poker on a resume. In fact, is more frowned upon because most see it as a degenerate thing and you aren't going to convince employers otherwise mainly.