I think there is some v solid insight from others who have been at this for awhile and are now thinking about moving on or sticking around. And all in NVG *gasp*
To offer somewhat of a contrast for lack of a better word - Because poker starts off as a hobby / recreational affair and then, as you get better and read forums like 2+2 and gain more insight knowledge and experience etc etc...You realize you can possibly make reasonable to good to great! $ playing the game you started to play just for fun...And you then proceed to do so. Sometimes it may happen somewhat naturally...
This is similar to someone who picks up the guitar as a hobby and starts playing and getting better and winds up getting a small gig wherever...And then winds up getting noticed and is asked to join a band...And then one thing leads to another (It sometimes just *happens*) and the band takes off and you are selling albums / touring and making good $. The same 'theory' could apply to a painter, writer, photographer, actor...A Dj would also be a good example as nowadays...Dj culture being as popular as it is...You start as a hobby and threw work, networking, marketing etc etc...A year or two later you are making 1-5k a gig without ever having the intention of doing so (making $ with your hobby) when you first started! Poker seems to be similar amirite?
I would include sports but that is imo an entirely different thing than...Let's call it art.
Getting paid to do "your art" has its various ups and downs which I'm not going to get into here as this is already tl;dr...But poker is in many ways...An art form...And of course...One you can make a living / get paid to do. Some "artists" make just enough or a little more to get by and are happy with that. some do well...Making good $...And some do very, very well. The thing is, things change, and art changes. The people, the 'scene', the trends etc etc...And few "artists" have the "staying power" to remain in there for various reasons. Sometimes you just lose your passion for your art. Sometimes the art changes and you don't change with it...Or don't want to as you liked it as it once was...And not as it is now and so on and so forth.
Essentially...Poker is an art...And once you start making all your $ that way...It can compromise / change your art or the way you feel about your art as making a significant amount of $ was not in your thoughts when you first 'picked up the guitar' . Sometimes a break is what is needed. Sometimes something new entirely...Which will perhaps take you back in some respect to where you started...Your hobby that is there just for 'fun'. Perhaps with a new perspective on what exactly you want to do with it now.
At the end of the day, it really is about what makes you happy. Fulfillment and more social interaction and steady income and changing the world etc etc...All this is within "what makes you happy". Sometimes it’s not such a complicated deep soul searching affair...Just ask yourself...What makes you happy...And go for that. Most 'work' is a grind to one degree or another...But when you enjoy that grind...And the outcome of it is far more positive than negative...I think you are doing just fine?
Do what makes you happy...Sounds trivial and obvious...And it is! I guess figuring out what makes you 'happy' is the hard part. And unfortunately...$ may not buy you happiness...But when you have it ($) finding it (happiness) is a whole lot easier
Good luck!