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Originally Posted by Luckbox Inc
The guy who is is constantly preaching about narcissism might be a closet-narcissist. Go figure.
It's always Freudian.
No, when I go off like this, it's entirely about my psychological response to gas lighting, and by extension, dishonest, and manipulative tactics used against me. It's not that I want to, I'm compelled to. It's not an excuse, but an explanation. It's compulsive, in some ways like a narcissist. I'm just as stubborn as a narcissist, because i will not give into those tactics, so I can understand the correlation. This is why I behave the way I do. A narcissist can't be that honest about their own flaws. I should not behave this way, just as they should not behave the way they behave.
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Stubborn people on the internet are fair game.
I agree. I do not expect him to stop, it's not the purpose. In my brain, when dealing with dishonest and manipulative people, who will never admit it, I get validation when their dishonesty is exposed, and they double down.
While these people may continue to believe I'm bothered by not using a word, I know what bothers me, irrespective of what others think, and when it's pointed out they are lying, and they continue to double down on that lie, that's as close to validation or acknowledgment from the person that's a liar I can hope to get. For me, it's about seeking validation for the dishonesty that's been used against me.
None of my post has been about not being able to use a word. It's been about the behavior of those using it as a cudgel, and showing the irrationality of that, given the context. What happens though, they coopt my thoughts and post into something that alleviates the cogitative dissonance they are feeling, and ignore what I actually say.
It is not about offending people, or crossnerd would not lie about me comparing racist to transgender people. Trolly would not lie about what the catalyst was for my emotional response, then he would not lie about what I'm actually doing. We all know MrWookie operates in a dishonest way. My argument has no way paralleled with the righteousness of using that word, it's entirely about it being turned into a cudgel using deceit, and irrationality. How you know this is, when it was pointed out it was grammatically incorrect, I fully acknowledge that mistake because I know my intent was not to use it as slur. Every post after that was trying to get me to pass a moral litmus test that I wont ever use that slur again, but I made a grammar mistake, not using a slur. There was no moral error. I've never used it as a slur, and never will.....why do I need to acknowledge that I'm need to make an effort to essentially be more "decent". It was grammar mistake. Grammar mistakes are amoral.
What do they do, they respond with deceit and irrational arguments, consequently validating the claim.
I never have used it as a slur, and never will, and yet they are lying about my emotional response to using a purported slur I don't use. If they do no care about being honest, how serious do you think I'm to take them at their word when they say they are offended by something? It's not about being offended to them, it's about asserting moral superiority. I'm not claiming a righteousness here, I've fully acknowledged I made a mistake. I'm attacking the dishonesty of the reaction. This entire conversation does not occur, if I don't make a grammar mistake, yet I'm supposedly crying over not using a word? Dude, it's bullshit.
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