Your posts make no real sense, even for a riggie, and I assume this process helps you in some way with your issues.
I believe the deal is fair, because if the cards were dealt in any kind of "unfair" manner then it would be easily detected from hand history database analysis, and the power of that tool is something you will never understand, nor accept, but you accepting it is irrelevant, as you do not matter. If you want to create a weird fantasy where I do not believe the deal is fair, then go for it - literally no difference to me. If I genuinely thought the deal was unfair at a site then I would be the first to post about it (with evidence), and I would never do any business there. Still, it seems to be your thing to take what people say and suggest they are saying the opposite. If that is a troll, it is a weak one, and a lot of paranoid people like you do create mental constructs where night is day in all shapes and forms. Your problem in the end.
Now, while I believe the deal is fair and I participate in this industry (and do well) - what you believe is entirely your choice, and I have no interest or obligation to prove to you or any rando anything. You can insist on proof, but that is your issue and demand, not mine, so you will have to resolve that for yourself.
Other riggies just like you (that also failed in this industry) have eventually let go of their need to come back and participate, even on these outdated forums. They have moved on with their trivial lives, and perhaps one day you will, but again that is your problem, and how or if you ever resolve it is of no concern to me. I assume you will poof in the near future and if you come back remind me that you are the Cowardly riggie, as better chance I will remember you at that time, but given that this interaction has been so basic and mundane - good chance even the nickname will not do it.