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Originally Posted by JayKon
In the general case, where someone goes to a psychiatrist, or psychologist to deal with these issues, what is being imparted is knowledge of the self. Also (and I'm guessing here) is to observe the surroundings to understand the why of what is happening. Since this is a poker forum, the "what" is poker. The understanding, therefore, is poker knowledge.
I think this misses the mark a bit. In therapy, they are going to help you realize what you think about situations, and why you are getting the outcomes you get. The understanding you need is on yourself and how you think about the world.
I have seen psychologists for poker and they had me do these exercises where you break down a scenario that upset you (ideally right after), the emotions that you felt from it, and then "dispute" why those feelings are not logical.
I did a lot of these for poker when I'd get tilted and the common theme for me was that running bad in poker meant it would take longer for me to reach my financial/ poker/ life goals. If that gets unpacked further for myself, I was indirectly believing that it also meant I was unlucky in life, unworthy of success etc. I was associating winning in poker with being a winner in life.
It wasn't like I didn't understand that trip Aces can lose to 32o flatting a 4bet and turning A5K4. On a chart of emotions one therapist gave me, the word that resonated most with me was "devalued." I took that to mean that I was using poker as a vessel to prove to myself (and the world) that I was a valuable person. If I had a great/lucky poker day, I'm valuable. If I was losing, I'm worthless.
I think if a lot of people did some introspection, a lot of why they play poker has to do with some of the following:
-people think you're smart if you do it for a living
-freedom to play anywhere/ no boss
-higher ceiling than other career paths (depending on your country etc.)
However, since downswings can last weeks/months/longer, we are all at the mercy of variance for at least some of our poker success. Even though I knew it's illogical to believe the universe wants me to fail, there was at least part of me that believed it.
Some of the things aside from that which were the most helpful were:
-large poker bankroll
-savings that I could rely on for 6+ months
There are studies that show the human brain thinks about money in terms of relativity.
For example, people will drive across the city to buy a TV that is $100 off when the TV is worth $600 vs $500, but if they buy a car for $30 000 compared to $29 900, they are less inclined to do so. Therefore, if you have 40 buyins for your highest stake played, a 10 buyin downswing is 25% of your roll. If you have 400 buyins, it's 2.5%, a drop in the bucket.
Last edited by Mike Haven; 11-28-2022 at 04:38 PM.