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Originally Posted by Doc T River
Sounds like you have quite of bit of experience so it isn't the knowledge component and therefore it is a mental issue as you believe.
Think back to mental issues you had in the past and what helped you then.
What helped you then should help you now.
Online poker I would take a short break or just stop for the day if I got tilted. I don't really have as much live experience.
Maybe my issue is that each hand is much bigger and fewer hands while online was many smaller hands. The variance is higher and I just haven't adjusted for that. In online limit maybe I would book a bad session but with so many tables I could look at one table and say "well this one did ok" or "well I made some good reads and adjustments despite booking a small loss". In 8/16 it's been swings of +/- $500 every session (small stakes limit gets maniacs and big LAGs often). NL 1/2 and 1/3 I've blown maybe 5 buy-ins.
Previously I actually had a bankroll, which I think helps mentally accept the variance. Right now I have no bankroll, my income is high enough now that each paycheck I slice off a couple buy-ins and go play.
So, I'm not taking breaks like I used to. I don't have a bankroll like I used to. And the variance is higher on a $ level than I've experienced before.
Seems like this all points to:
1) take a month or so off and learn more to bring me back to a calm analytical state.
2) get a bankroll together from my income instead of taking a couple buy-ins to the cardroom each month. That way I won't feel like I have to pull out a winning session each time so I can build up.
3) accept that variance is double or triple what I have experience with and the cost of tilting is much higher. Thus, pull the ripcord early if I start to steam.